World from My Point of view

Early bird

2011-12-19T15:31:00.000-08:00

As usual, I arrived at the office quite early. A bit demotivated since most of my colleagues are on annual leave.Pretty sad coz I wanted to apply but my boss said I have to consider my members unit since they also wanted to take leave. They are inconsiderate coz they never discuss with me that they want to take and now I have to stand by at the office but them, happily on leave. What on earth is that! I know its suck but that's life anyway.

Forget about that, I realised this December I changed a lot. I don't even know why it happened but I noticed my changes. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone! Its not my intention to do that but seriously I can't really take stupid jokes at the moment. I can easily hurt and moody. I'm not that type of person but this time, I have no idea why I act like that.

I wanna go for holiday but last minute like this plus near christmas, everything will be overpriced and I know, I can't afford it. Might as well now, I put aside my money and plan for next good trip instead.

I'll be bitching more next time, off to work!

December

2011-12-17T04:43:00.001-08:00

So many things happened this year but I didnt record any in here. 2011 is almost end but I dont feel like its going to end.

From electronic business I moved to insurance industry....from 22, I turned to 23 now.....its been a year since I graduated from uni...Oh me God, so many things!

1st Decem- I listened to My December- linkin park. I reminisced back whatever things that I've done all these year. Its really bring tears!

Mid Decem- I'm still same old me.

Actually I dont really know what to mutter since I stop blogging since I joined my current company. plus my writing skills now getting worst....haihh

But I do feel happy whenever I see my page coz I managed to change my background back to normal!

Hey respect me when I'm using the highway man!

2011-07-06T08:06:00.000-07:00

Finally, I changed my page layout. At least better than last time...

Nothing much to talk about...but this topic came across me since this evening..

I was driving home around 6pm just now. When I almost reach toll counter, we had to queue to wait for our turn. Then, came one SUV wanted to cut queue..TBH this kind of attitude, I don't like at all. Cruelty was all over me and I can't control it so I didn't give him chance to join my queue.

This morning, everywhere was so damn jammed. One of my colleague, she told us that she tried to switch lane but did it illegal (cut queue)...One lady stopped her and raised her hand as a sign she against my friend action..Then when she reached office, she told us about that...Then another friend asked her whether she tried to cut queue..she admitted. So who's fault is this???? I didn't comment anything though.

We always create rules and at the same time, do something against rules that we already created. Some says, "Rules are made to be broken". In the first place, why we need to create one if we already knew that we're going to break it???

But its simple. Discipline and good attitude help a lot in this matter. You can drive luxury car on the road but if your attitude is super bad, no reason for other people to pay respect to you.

Boom bada boom

2011-06-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to brag about.

Too many things happened in one time and I dont have a gut to tell everything.

At the moment, I really like to listen to nicky minaj, super bass. Last time, used to hate her since her songs not really good. But this one, so-so. At least the rhythm is still there.

Rap songs sometimes help to make ur soul peace at least for few minutes...lol

Dont consider the lyric coz for sure out....but as long as the beat is super disco then it should be ok.

I'm not sure why now my taste is a bit differ than last time. Now, I can consider slow, jazz songs. Like Adele songs, not bad at all. I love her ascent as well as lily allen and of course drama queen, Amy winehouse. Reggeaton, a bit slow now since its hard to sing without the lyric.

But overall, 90's songs is the best. Handsome boy band, super posh girls group(just spice girl though). I was a kid during that time but music was my world. I'm not ashamed to confess that during that time, I had lyric books. HAHAHAA

Even my friend, she's super cool. Everytime she accessed internet, she will find songs lyric for me. She knew that I'm a big fan of bsb, sclub7, +++++ etc. She printed all the lyrics and got it posted to me. OMG...she's the best man! superb!

That was ages ago. Now, I can't be bothered to look at the lyric...since most of it full of rubbish. But certain songs, I'll definitely listen and digest a bit...

Time flies, now dont have handsome boy bands...Just a small kid try to gain popularity...LOL

I've grown up so much so can't be bothered to listen to naive kid! hahaa Just kidding!

**resource - google

Did I leave my shovel in my own grave??? I dont think so!

2011-06-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hello (british accent)...

Its been a long time I didnt touch this page. By now, it may full with spider web...haha turn on the hoover coz we're about to clean it off!!!

Actually today, I'm having a bad day. Not really a bad day but I hate the fact that someone actually played a game with me and now, flying up high white flag. Have you ever had bad experience with beauty saloon?? I had 2.

First, totally suck. They just touched a bit my face then ok give me 300 bucks! Serious man, I feel like I want to kick them. To add on, they forced me to listen and buy their label. I told them clearly at first that Im not going to buy any product but these stupid school drop off who is now acting like a doctor in beauty center actually told me, they are not actually marketing their product they just recommend a good stuff for my poor skin. They used my skin as a reason. Hey friend, I got an A in marketing, please laa dont bluff.

Second, it happened at 11am this morning. I purposely went to this treatment for my friend sake. In this condition, I already give up in beauty treatment coz now I only depend on doctor medication which is fair enough for me. At first, the so called "experience" consultant, consulted me and told me the price for today's treatment. Im ok with it since it looks reasonable for me. Then, I gone through the treatment and I should say, first class, excellent. Then, when it came to the payment, the consultant asked me to pay 3000 bucks. Holy cow! gob smacked! She told me before I start the treatment that today's treatment will only cost me 250 and suddenly she's asking for 3000 bucks from me. What the hell is that??? Seriously my face turned to red and all the good treatments that I enjoyed and envy just now turn to something useless and pain that I gone through just now is still in the air. Its really a pang to me!

I told her I didnt say that I want to commit with this package, but she said I can give you so many benefits like free body detox, serum. Again, I got an A in marketing, Im not stupid! She said this is for 10 session but I don't know whether she knows math or not. 250 x10, shouldn't be 3000, am I right? She still not give up with me, Then she's asking for half. Hell yeah. For God sake, Im not going to pay something that I didnt use. She said since I dont have enough money to pay it so why not 300? Hellloooooo Im not blind nor deaf man. I still can see and listen to ur stupid reasons but not going to digest anything that you said. At last she said, ok 260 is the final. God, if you gave me a chance to escape, I'll definitely do it, not going to think twice. I'm fed up with this kind of drama....

Moral of the story, dont believe to this type of business. You can still deal with them if you have enough money to commit. For me, I'm like digging my own grave. Youngsters, and to myself as well, we shouldnt commit to something that involving credit card. Just like my situation! Thank God, I pay them cash!

p/s: to M, Im really sorry. I know that you really concern about me, you want to end up my suffering, I really appreciate your kindness but the truth is I can't afford to pay for this luxury treatment. Im so sorry! Thank you so much x

Todays article mostly full of rubbish

2011-05-01T04:12:00.000-07:00

When we talk about article, pretty obvious that the structure should begin with introduction, then main point, discussion and lastly, conclusion. Since school, our teacher taught us to follow this structure so that reader understand well whatever that we want to deliver. For me, todays article already lost their quality since everyone wants to be a writer. Once people starts to do something and they success, everybody thinks that this can make money so why don't we jump and kick off this industry?? Yes you can do it so BUT (There must be BUT in everything...lol) of course, if you didnt have the idea or have ideas but dont know how to express it, sure it won't be succeed. Back on those days, all the writers were talented. They like born to be a star in this industry. All of their articles full of new ideas, brilliant and magnificent imagination which others could not think of it. The way they arranged their stories flow, totally utterly brilliant. I know time changed so did the writer but the most important thing is the quality should be much better. Living in this era, technology everywhere and surely it made everything easier rather than those days where they had to start everything from scratch.

I didnt say that the writers today are practically jokers. I just dont like the way they compose their article. For me, if you want to share your thought with others in a formal way, obviously no harm but at least put some facts inside. You have the freedom to express whatever you feel inside but if too much readers like me, lose interest for your article.

Actually I want to pin point one website which I found interesting at first. This website is quite new but the readers are increasing day by day. The objective is pretty much clear, guidelines and place where we can share our thoughts but not everyone can be their authors but you are allowed to express your thought by commenting at the end of every article. At first, I thought wooww this is a great website and I should check it out everyday. But now, I feel the other way around.

I dont know how they got all the jokers to share their stupid and ****** thoughts inside there. Plus point is they keep on telling same thing all over again. They just dont care whether their colleagues already wrote about it or not. I feel bored whenever I read their rubbish articles. I did agree on whatever their thoughts are but if everyone expressing same subject at the same time in the same website and the purpose is to share with the readers out there, then no need formal website to write in. Might as well you just start writing at your one blog which you can share tons of your bloody hell thoughts there. I'm not rebelling or anything, I just dont see the objective of the existence of that website anymore. As far as I'm aware, the purpose of this website is to provide guidelines on whatever we do as well as a place where we can turn to if we have something unclear..

Turn out today, they keep on discussing something that, its important but there are also some other things that much..much more important. For me, it is not wrong but please dont focus on one thing. The world is broad, so many topics that we can talk about. Drown in our own fantasy is not going to help. Please stand up and see others world.

Lastly, I really hope that these people stop doing stupid thing like that. You want to be a writer, fine go for it but if you want to share something that practically rubbish, forget about it. Waste my time as well as others.

***Some of you might say, why I dare to voice it out here not in front of them. Its not that I dont want to do it, For me, they are "SYOK SENDIRI" and if I voice it out, the answer should be like this, "GO AWAY, YOU'RE JUST LIKE AN ANT AND WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?? EXPRESSING YOUR SILLY OPINION WHILE OTHERS LIKE TO READ WHATEVER OUR THOUGHTS ARE!"

100% sure that I will get this answer. Want to know more just PM me, sure I'll get back to you.

A dull side of me

2011-04-23T10:54:00.000-07:00

Today, I dont have specific topic to talk about but I feel like I want to write something here. I dont have diary or journal so that why here is like my not so diary but virtual note book where I can scribble down anything that I like. I used to have diary before but I stopped writing it at the age of 17. Most of us believe that diary is one of the good medium to voice out anything that happen to us every single day. Let say, when something good happen, then we can record it down so we won't forget it. Even when we mad, sometimes its hard to voice it out so the best way is to write it down. Generally we can say that diary is a medium where we can record our present feeling without letting anybody else knows.

Since diary is a personal thing, we can do whatever we like ie cursing. LOL that is the best part. No one will knows what we actually cursing at, your boss, your friend haha whoever you want. You got the freedom there so might as well grab it right.

After a while, when I read back my writing, sometimes I do feel stupid but anyway I did express my feeling so no harm at all. Now, since I don't have diary, I like to brag silly things here. My feelings ? I normally keep it inside my heart. For me, no point if I voice out. I do voice out sometimes but most of the time, I just kept it inside. Its all because of the laziness inside of me.

cute right my little diary?? lol

Heartless

2011-04-23T10:44:00.000-07:00

who is heartless? Don't know but sure got one.

My not so little bangles

2011-04-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

Oversized??

For me, anything that oversized sometimes look good though. Obviously it depends on how that person wear it. Me, I love oversized bangle. I don't really have massive collection on them but theoretically I just love them. At the moment, the assecorize bangle is my fav bangle as well as the oasis. Their are really oversized but I think it looks good on me.

Even though oversized bangle is not really hot stuff now, I don't mind. At least I like something different. There are lots of oversized bangle out there but its hard to find the suitable one. For me, I take into account the design, colour, size and also weight.

After class just now, I bought one, gold. Obviously is not a real gold but it is plated with gold colour. Its oversized but not really big. Here, its hard to find the magnificent one but once I found sure I will lobby my money for it.

Let me show you all what really good oversized bangle from my point of view. Source is from google.

*I'm kind of a dull person, so I prefer something that plain

*So far, my fav oasis without chanel logo

*One day, I need to buy one, damn expensive this one

*contemporary

Now, everytime I go to my training class, first question that my boss will ask, 'what are you wearing for today?' Pointing at my bangle....LOL hilarious.

Tet Hols

2011-02-13T03:14:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to update but got a few things to share. CNY's hols, I went to vietnam and it was great experience and it also opened my eyes. The weather is still the same, hot as here but during night time, soft breeze in the air. I thought that vietnam is a poor country since communist ruled them but I was wronged. Nowadays, people there are totally modern and dress like western people. Unfortunately, not all can speak english. A few bunch who involve in tourism they can speak well even though not fluent but still we can understand it. For them, do not know english is not a problem at all. I went to one of the famous market where everything are under one roof. From pig intestine till household things are sold in here. I know pig intestine is a nasty example but I'm not joking, they sell it there anyway. Seller there, they can speak few words in different language to attract customer so like I said english is not a problem for them to communicate with tourists.

One thing I noticed about them, their civic minded are very low. Some of them, they just don't care. They can pee anywhere they like. People like me, wear scarf, frightened them sometimes and they will avoid us. Even when you line up for elevator, they just dont care. They will squash their body in first and dont give a damn whether you already in or half way.Pretty sad but I guess I know what really drive them to act like that. Maybe because of war back on those days where they need to be selfish to save their life but I dont know its just my assumption. But of course, some people still nice to us.

Me, I would say, this trip is really horrible and awful but its a great experience though. Its my first time visiting 3rd world country so fair enough to say that. If you ever wondering to go there, I would recommend to do so but please dont go there during tet holiday (new lunar year) coz everyone will go on holiday and everything will close and you'll regret it.

So many things to say about vietnam but I have a lot of things to do at the moment. So till next time we continue, ciao!

somebody's me

2011-02-13T03:10:00.000-08:00

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

somebody's me

Rough

2011-01-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooo

Do I look pathetic by saying hello loud?? haha Maybe I guess. I just dont know what else to type. So random. It was really rough week last week. I went to so many meetings and met new faces all over plant. Outing with newbies. Scolded by one of the production manager because he didn't know that I'm newbie. hmmmm, one word, exhausted, shattered, ok that is 2 words, lol.

CNY is around the corner and I'm totally utterly excited as I already up for something this CNY. OMG can't wait. Bring it on!

This is really quick update. Don't really bother what I wrote! haah.

Year end

2010-12-31T00:06:00.001-08:00

Oh me God, I haven't update anything ages.. lol Busy?? not really. These days, I just don't have gut to do anything. Back from work, I just want to rest. My brain is full with test, burn in, die, wafer all those stuffs from the plant I work with. Ok lets talk about my first day at work.

I went there quite early and as usual I was so nervous. I thought I was the one who registered on that day but then I met others. Unfortunately, no one work same cost center as mine. On the first day, I was briefed by my senior on the plant business. It was complicated than I expected but I managed to jot down important point. To be honest, it will takes time to digest those info. Hopefully, everything will be good in the end.

The environment is absolutely different than audit firm, bank or any other industries. The structure of the organization is quite flat since its US company. In here, I report straight to the manager. We don't really have senior exec, assistant manager something like that. Weird aite?? I don't think so. Until now, I'm not really clear what am I suppose to do since I'm still newbie. Luckily, they always make sure I'm on the right track. The brief idea of my job scope covers costing, reporting, analysing. Almost everything I bet.

Ok enough talk about my job. My colleague asked me yesterday about my resolution for 2011. Seriously, I never have any resolution for new year. haha.. I know that we need to pin point our dreams, ambitions so that we can focus on make it comes true. Many people always misleading this. They always make a good resolution but when the new year come, they get busy again and start to forget those resolutions that they had made before. No point isn't??. For me, no need to wait for new year to come everytime you want to make a good resolution. I would say, its really vital to make it real once you made resolutions. But people view it with their eyes so I don't have right to tell what is right or wrong to them.

Whatever it is, if you feel it good for yourself, go for it! May 2011, bring us joy, happiness and prosperity in our life.

My jeenie jeans

2010-12-01T00:53:00.001-08:00

Since almost everyone keep on talking about their clothes, bags, accessories, etc, I think its good for me to brag about my collections. I don't really have big wardrobe but I absolutely adore everything that I have. But this time, I want to show off my jeans collection. I rarely buy jeans here. One of the reasons is because of the cutting. In here, the cutting normally suits for people with small hip and waist. If I buy one, I need to find jeans that fit my hip and ended up with big size (especially at waist) which I need to alter a bit. Frankly speaking, I really hate that part. When I went to the UK, gosh, finally I found what jeans that really suits me.

oasis sapphire jeans, cutting-not sure. Its very loose jeans and for sure it can fit anyone. Even though, its quite baggy but it look nice on me.

faded blue high waist. My one and only high waist. Got it from Next, last year christmas. One thing bad about Next clearance, they didn't provide fitting room. What I did is, I tried it on at GAP. Straight away to my wardrobe after that. ;)

skinny flare and flare. I had both. I was quite obsessed on them last year. I saw my friend wore it and I can't sleep at all thinking that I need to get them. lol. Frankly speaking, its hard to fit my hip and I spent a lot of time tried to find the perfect one.

Boyfriend jeans. I can't believe they have my size!! haha. I got it from zara. Its really nice but sometimes it look weird since you need to fold them a bit. At first, I thought that it was designed for tall but then I realised that's the style y'oll.

Bell bottom and boot cut. In here, I can't fit either since the designed of the jeans are quite tight at hip but I found few that fit me well.

boyfriend fit jeans ....the strap at the back of the jeans tell you straight away that it is boyfriend fit.

skinny jeans. Before this, I wore my skinny jeans with boots and it didn't look weird, not at all. Now I feel like "REMPIT" except that I didn't have a motor bike or they called it here, motor cabuk!

straight cut jeans. Even though, I got lots of jeans, but until now, I still use same jeans, straight cut jeans to go everywhere since its not fancy at all. just simple jeans. I need to suit those jeans with the right clothes anyway. Lazy to do soooo...lol

Blurb!

2010-11-28T02:46:00.000-08:00

whip my hair back and forth , 4x

I don't know why I keep on singing this song...from willow smith, cute kid with loud voice.

Today, I didn't do much. Flicked friends photo albums on facebook. Most of us had already graduated since July until now. So every album contains lots of photos on graduation/convocation day.

Typical graduation day in my country, one that day, the graduates will receive bouquets of flowers, cards, teddy bears, chocolates and etc. Even near the graduation hall, they are many stalls open and sell those cute2 things. The graduates normally will dress up in a good attire on that special day. Boys they always buy a good suit. Can be black, blue or any colour they like. Girls, this is the best part. They normally spend hours even a week thinking what really suit them on graduation day.

Me, I did spend time thinking of my attire but I ended up with grey suit. It was damn simple and very last minute. Luckily, my attire was okay and I didn't go overboard. In the UK, the graduation day is really simple and the graduates normally wear like a professional. I noticed one thing about british, they like dull colours like black, brown, white. They didn't go for colourful shirts. Its really rare to see them dress up with many colours at one time but they do wear something colourful during summer but still not like in my country where everyone like bright, flowery and colourful shirts.

When I flicked through my friends convocation photos, I feel a bit jealous on them. They dressed up like wooow, boom I should say. From head to toe, damn gorgeous. Their dress, custom made! LOL. But I really grateful that I graduated from UK and I don't have to spend so much money on my dress on my graduation day. I wasn't working at that time so no money to spend on dress, fair enough. Plus, I don't think bright colours suits me well.. but still I think they were hot on their convocation day!

Secondly, they got so many things on graduation day. teddiess, chocolates.I didn't get any thing except for handbag from my parents. anyway its cost a fortune, so be grateful. lol

We didn't have a single booth selling those items during that day. But we did have booze booth and small food booth. That's why I feel so jealous on my friends convocations coz they got so many thingsssssssssssssss..............hahaha childish eh? totally!

what I got for my graduatin day, black colour. my lucky charm.

Elegant vs cute

2010-11-27T02:08:00.000-08:00

First of all, I would say, elegant will win my heart. cute, no naah! haha

I believe that most of asian like cute thingy. From a pen to actor, must be cute. Whatever they do, they like it to be cute. Me, I don't really like to be cute. Bogus!haha, strong word eh? lol. This entry is actually everything about what I like and don't like. Lets compare what cute thingy that I don't like with my elegant thingy which I loike!

1. cake

Cupcakes are not new thing now. everywhere you go, you'll see them in every bakery. This obsession continues as seller started using facebook, blog to promote and sell their custom made cupcakes. New trend, cupcakes take over sponge cakes on engagement party as well as wedding reception. For them, those cupcakes are pretty and really made their day. As a conservative and orthodox, I like something that luxury and elegant so I would go for frosted fruit cake. I don't want small and cute cake. I want something that big, luxury and magnificent.

2. dress

they think this is cute but me don't like it at all. I prefer something like

elegant yeah?? Hell yeah!

3. room

Cute bedroom always in pink colour. I like pink but when too much, I feel sick. White or peach is super better and perfect.

thumbs up

cute but I'm grown up

4. car

never ever! haha

I really like to have this one! totally elegant

There are so many elegant thingy but I'm starving right now, continue later maybe! we'll see.

Sweet tooth

2010-11-27T00:49:00.000-08:00

Sweet tooth, fit me well! I'm missing having all those sweet delicacies. I wouldn't mind spend so much money on them. It such a great satisfaction by having sweet things. Let list down what are they.

Fudge. Any flavour will do but my favourites are double chocolate fudge, choc peanut butter, mint and vanilla. But I think the one with jack daniel, rum or baileys fudge look great as well. Sometimes when I go to fudge store, I couldn't make a decision on which one I should buy. I ended up with buying many flavours at one time. Pretty generous eh? lol. If you go to harrods, I won't advice you to try their fudge. For me, its not chewy enough, too sweet and not creamy at all.

Brownies. When it comes to brownies, I can't stop myself from buying it. Its like awww, I can't tell. I love it damn much. I always craving for this half cake. The texture is quite chewy and very very chocolatey. Not going to share it with anyone. Hahaha

macaroon. obviously this is new obsession to young people these days. It wasn't new in the industry actually. The price is quite expensive and that make a good reason why people don't really consume it. I tried it during my trip to Belgium. In Belgium, they have a good patisserie as well as good chocolate maker. The taste is like ice-cream but I was told by the patisserie that it is not an ice-cream. Fair enough, everyone know that it doesn't look like ice-cream at all.

chocolate pudding...hmmm drooling. I don't mind any chocolate pudding will do, asda, tesco, even iceland. The melted chocolate on the pudding really made my day. I won't think twice if they have an offer on chocolate pudding. The one with golden syrup, its pretty soggy. Don't really like them. Switch on ur microwave, put in there for 1 min, then enjoy it while its hot. Damn good!

Apple pie with vanilla ice-cream. I used to have my not so apple pie, apple struddle. Both have apple underneath of the pastry or roll but the one that I had without ice-cream. In vienna, in their summer palace, they grew apple and to make use it to the last, they like to prepare apple struddle. Every visitors who visited their bakery section will be given apple struddle and if they like it, they can buy it from there or even the fills are also available, in case they don't want to prepare the fills from scratch. We really enjoyed our apple struddle until we were told that there is rum in there. Guilt around us at that time.

rich fruit cake. People normally serves this cake during christmas but hell yeah, who cares if I eat it anytime, lol. I thought that the frosted sugar damn sweet but believe me it just ok, seriously.

German gingerbread. I went like lunatic when I saw this at Lidl. Fair enough since Lidl is one of the german stores,lol. I would guarantee that the taste is really different than other sweet things. It is not like any other cookie, they have soft structure and bit chewy. If you go to one of the german christmas market, go find one and taste it. The taste is like marmite, either you love it or hate it.

oreo cheese cake. I bet you that I can finish the whole pan without anyone help. lol. Some people they prefer baked cheesecake but for me go away if you like that one. It just like a fake cheesecake since you mix the mixture with flour. I really and always love the one that unbaked. You'll definitely enjoy the cheese and the sour cream. Damn creamy, luxury dessert.

Discussing about those delicacies make me starving. Awww, too bad I can't really enjoy them here.

Saturday afternoon

2010-11-20T00:19:00.000-08:00

Yawn...

why it has to be so sleepy after taken meal?? I was wondering about this since last night. I had my dinner quite early yesterday, 7pm. I did plan to do my work after finished my dinner. Unfortunately, I ended up by taking a nap. I tried to force my eyes not to shut but then, failed. I'm having a same situation now. grrrrr

I have many things to settle before monday. In this condition, I must say that its really hard for me to concentrate on my work.ooh noo. damn it. I'm scared that I will fall asleep if I keep on looking at those financial statements. But I don't have any option though...come on strive to the future...haha random.

Back to work!

Untitled

2010-11-17T03:28:00.000-08:00

Beware people! I'm going to start my entry with negative thing!

Hahaha Gotcha!

I just want to clarify here that I'm sick of hearing people problems. Sometimes I don't understand why people like to create problems. It didn't stop there. They then don't know how to handle it and make it worse. I don't care if they messed up with their life but I do care if their problems made my life miserable.

Being grown up, we should act maturely. In other words, avoid troubles and leave our child life behind. Some people still don't want to move on, childish, I should say. Speechless.

Whatever!

Eid Mubarak

2010-11-16T04:03:00.000-08:00

While everyone busy with eid preparation, cooking, fasting etc, I was so busied with my online scrabble....

Bad thing about online game, you can't get your eyes off from it. 24/7. I'm addicted to it now. My brain like a plant busy with production line, LOL. Anyway, just wanna wish everyone EID MUBARAK.

True love

2010-11-09T05:15:00.000-08:00

I think about you all the time
One look, my knees get weak
Practically die
So hard to sleep
When i'm so close to this dream coming true
True, True
How do I tell, tell you?
When....

I can't speak
I'm terrified
Cause if I
Say the wrong thing
You might see how hard i'm trying
Is this made up
Or true love
Is this true love

Walk by and i'm a nervous wreck
The way you smell
The way you dress, is so perfect
My tongue is tied cause
I can't translate these feelings inside ide ide

I want to tell you my secrets
I'll tell you everything
My heart is racing
I'm waiting for some time from you
How do I say it to my True Love
Tell me you feel it to my true love

Thank God, I'm still alive

2010-11-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

Its been a while I didn't update anything..

This Deepavali holiday supposedly to be a good hols. Me, I didn't really make use it till the last. Spoilt it by forcing myself to be in hunger state for 2 1/2 days. I know its stupid but only God knows what I had done. silly.

I can't imagine how those people who suffer from anorexia or bulimia. 2 days without food, God, I'm dying. I tried to put myself in that situation but failed. I wanted to do it like 4-7 days..but couldn't get through.

To reduce weight so drastically is not my option at all. I'm happy with my weight now and don't want to be so desperate like others in reducing weight. Its suck!

Frankly speaking, it wasn't my intention to reduce weight. Something happened and because of that, I lose my appetite. It was my fault anyway. I chose this way though so no regrets.

The point here, I must confess, my life suck without food...LOL

so don't worry I won't get anorexia or any disease relating to that.

2010-11-04T19:19:00.001-07:00

God, I miss student life

what's on earth is happening?

2010-10-17T02:25:00.000-07:00

1. Its almost 40 degrees here, literally, it was damn hot. Popsicles, air-cond always in my mind but there are some young punk still wearing scarf in the middle of the hot sun. I just can't believe what I saw. I can't stop laughing to be honest. For them, it might look trendy as seen in the magazines. Me, I would say that it is totally absurd and idiot. How come you dress up something like that?? where is you common sense? This is what we called fashion disaster!

2. Being updated sometimes can make you suffer. You'll spend many quid to buy trendy clothes, accessories, sometimes on gadgets. But being too trendy also can make you look like a fool. For instance, western part, most of the countries there have 4 seasons so winter clothing is an essential thing. But live in the south east asia which famous with summer weather won't give you a chance to wear all those winter clothings, unless you live on a mountain or whatsoever. Even though this is obvious but still, some weirdo will wear mac coat and autumn boots on the street. Luckily, they didn't wear UGG boots, I'll be speechless if they wear one.

I know, this may insult some individuals but I don't think its wrong to point it out though. This is our world today. World which our children will be live in and I won't be a proud parent if I see my children messed up with their apparel . For me, dress code is very important. You should wear something that suit with the event and time. Another thing, don't wear everything in one time, you'll look ugly tbh.

mac coats for women and men.

You'll look great if you wearing it at the right place and time, just like this.

UGG boots, always dream to have one but until now, I can't afford it.

Routines

2010-10-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

My routines everyday

kalo rajin la...

this would be compulsory since the weather is getting hot

wajibbul ngunnah la kan, if not what to eat lohhh

3, since my sister already went back to her uni, there is vacancy on kemas mengemas aka vacuum rumah...arghhh

4. of course, lastly should be this

har..har..har lets get some rest....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

HipppHippp hoooo

2010-10-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

Current condition - hiccup + sore throat + flu

Its pretty normal to have this but its is abnormal for me to have those infections in this weather. I thought that I'll get infected because of the changes of the season, summer to spring... but then I am now living in the country where there is no other season rather than summer which make me feel a bit confuse...

But it is not impossible. For me, every year there will be a time that I'll be infected with those diseases. I remembered like last year, I couldn't talk at all. Even I tried hard, it sounds funny. My friends, they just shushed me since they couldn't stopped laughing everytime I started to talk.

And now, the time has come.....

upsss sorry hehe

The way you are

2010-10-04T02:38:00.000-07:00

Here comes again, Bruno Mars. I told you before that his songs are pretty classy and meaningful. This is super true when he actually came out with ' the way you are'. Even my mum, she really likes him especially when 'billionaire' is on air. I can't resist to sing his songs even I go to toilet, hahaa... I prefer kitchen actually coz I got big radio speakers near kitchen. I really wanted to buy his record which will be come out soon. Hopefully, it won't cost me too much as Im pokai already.

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Just a short update

2010-10-04T01:29:00.001-07:00

Holaaaaaaaaaaa.......

Its been a long time I didn't post any entry...busy? not really. I just super duper lazy to update plus I don't really have things to share.

Last weekend was super awesome. Went out with besties to ikea. Gossips here and there a bit...ye la lame dah x jumpa. Went home quite late, around 1 am. I thought that I'll be grounded forever. Luckily nothing happened, oh yeaah sgt! It wasn't my intention to come home late though. The stupid jammed at Damansara made us reached ikea late and because of that we went home late....haha what a rhyme. Anyway, thanks to Nurul and Moon for the great outing and really sorry that I gave you two wrong direction to micasa...Anyway that's how BJ look like, the small roundabout here, not my fault...LOL

Sunday, fist time after 2 years, I drove a car....hahahaha...

I know its embarrassing but what to do, I don't have a gut to drive it before this... Thank God, I still remember how to drive and luckily I wasn't a bad driver...I guess..To be honest, I'm not phobia or paranoid to drive, the way other people drive and behave on road sometimes frighten me. Sometimes, I just don't get it why they like to drive dangerously? I don't give a damn if that person accident or R.I.P, I just don't want to be dragged in together. I believe we always behave in a good manners on road but some bengong just don't care about us..which make us feel like to eiiii x tau nak cakap laaa...gerammm. I would like to say to those 'BENGONG', kalau dah x sayang nyawa tu pun agak2 la, consider others la kan....

Lastly, this is what you get when you drive dangerously (itu pun kalo masuk syurga la kan, if not gth laa ko)

Idiot

2010-09-01T16:49:00.000-07:00

My friend, she played game with us. She asked about something and wanted us to answer it. To be honest I really dont know the answer. I asked her what's the real answer. She answered it with such a jerk. Since then, she lose respect from me and I dont care about it. I know its too much but the way she replied back to me make me feel like a total idiot. I won't mind if she answered it just in front of me. The thing is she makes me feel bad in front of others.

I always seek for a right answer when it comes to doubtful matters or anything that I don't know. But I'm not a loser who will always seek for an answer without trying to solve it first. When I asked her the answer, she went for, try to figure out yourself and dont depends on others to solve it. You got a wrong person, my friend. I am not that easy to give up lahh. Is it wrong if I asked for a right answer when I couldn't figure out what is it?

I know I'm not good in certain things and she is damn good in that area. but it doesn't mean that she can easily say that to me though. I know it is not a big deal but its really a big deal for me since everyone knows she replied something like that to me. Its really embarrassing.

Sometimes these kind of people makes me feel that they dont deserve respect from me. I know that I am not intelligent enough like her but at least do respect me. People wants us to respect them but how can we respect them if they didnt respect us? Another thing, when we wanted to say something, do think about others first, what the impact, consequence, etc. You may hurt others without realize it. I know that I'm being too emotional in this matter but at least I have a gut to seek for an answer rather than being a total idiot, hoping for others to give up and she answer it after all.

Erase me

2010-08-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hellooo.... jom nyanyi kid cudi's song but this one featuring kanye west, erase me..

[Verse 1 (Kid Cudi)]
She said I don't spend time
like I really should
She said she don't know me,
anymore
I think she hates me deep down
I know she does
She wants to erase me
hmmmmmmmmm
A couple days no talking,
I seen my baby
And this what she tells me
She said

[Hook]
I keep on running, keep on running
and nothing works
I can't get away from you,
no
I keep on ducking, keep on ducking
and nothing helps
I can't stop missing you
yeah

[Verse 2 (Kid Cudi)]
It's like I'm her new nightmare
She ain't escaping
It makes me feel a bit complete
yeah
Knowing someone you love
Don't feel the same way about ya
Memories, they soon delete
hmmmmmmm
A couple weeks no talking,
I seen my baby
I've missed you so damn much,
heyy
I wish we could start over,
I told my baby
This what this ***** tells me,
She said

[Hook]
Cuz I'm in the magazines
On the TV
No matter where you are
You might hear me
Cuz I'm in the magazines
On the TV
No matter where you go
You might see me

[Verse 3 (Kanye West)]
Hello, uh, I'm Yeezy
She said, "Hi I'm Aria"
No, you an angel
You wave hi to Aaliyah
I got a show in Korea,
They built a new arena
Why don't you come and
Watch a ***** tear the whole scene up
I know I seen ya before,
but don't know where I seen ya
Oh I remember now
It's something that I dreamed up
Don C says she cool,
But don't let her *** her cream up
Monica Lewinski on the dress
She'll take ya to the cleaner
Sure enough a week later
I'm an extra love
And everybody know she mine
So she extra plugged
Every bouncer, every club
Show her extra love
We just praying the new fame
Don't get the best of us
But all good things gotta
Come to an end
She let it go to her head,
No, not a mind reader
The height of her shopping
was the writer's blocking me
I couldn't get me shit out
Anyway
I hope you die Aria

[Hook]

please ignore the * words and sorry if I forgot to sensor harsh words.

I love the way you lie

2010-08-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

suka2.....humming this song these days.

Baju raya

2010-08-22T07:13:00.000-07:00

After almost a year at the UK, yesterday I went back to my atok's home town.

Arrived there about 10.30 am but then straight away went to town. Mum wanted me to go to the beauty saloon to do some treatment for my poor face. 3 years lived at the UK, I suffered a serious skin problem. Thank God, its getting better now. Spent about an hour there. After that jalan2 around that small town and looked for baju raya as well. Too many beautiful bj raya there and I can't really pick one. I can't be bothered to find one actually but my mum, she forced me to do so, coz she know in the end, I'll be whining around on hari raya and keep on asking her what bj kurung to wear. hahaha, so to shut my mouth on that day, we out almost every weekend to find one.

**I told you, too many choices

Yet, I still dont have one, haha. Will look for it some other day. She knows that I didn't really like the ready made bj kurung but what to do, If I buy kain now, nobody wants to sew it for me. Its better for me to buy the ready made one plus I dont have to pay extra for the sequiences and beads. I dont have any specific theme for this year, any suggestion?

Hopefully, I could manage to sort it out soon. Kasut raya? I dont think mum will buy one for me since she knew that I had many kasut...But how can you wear converse with bj kurung on hari raya?? adoiii its getting on my nerves now! damn it!

CSI, NCIS, ALIAS what's next:? ACCY?

2010-08-08T03:48:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking about this whole night (haha in my dream). I was one of the die hard fanzz la kan kalo CSI, ALIAS nih. Seriously I can watch one season one night. There are awesome actors and they acted like it was real thing. In a real world, it'll be ridiculous obviously but it still fun to watch it. The technology they used in every episode its really excite me. If we watch CSI, especially the miami one, they seem to have good technology and every murder only take one day or two to solve. Tbh, its nonsense right but the technology they used such as the dna machine, their databases, others machine as well are practically brilliant. Frankly speaking, I love CSI miami coz the background and miami scenery itself totally utterly beautiful. I really wish that one day I can be there. Houses in Miami are similar to KL, massive, colourful and the most important thing is they got high taste. Basically the drama show only one part of miami which is rich people site and there must be poor site as well but I'm not sure about that.

ok2 too much info on csi, haha. We already watch drama about forensic, police, FBI, CIA, doctors but I was wondering why dont they create new drama for accountant ? Is it going to be fun to watch? haha I dont think so, we accountant dont have those machine to detect fraud but we do have system la kan. If there is one, do tell me please, its really excite me to watch since I really wanna know what technology they got.

I dont give a damn

2010-08-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

You people can call me anything you like coz I dont give a damn laah! You have your own mulut and of course you know how to shut it down do you!

no geng to share lah here so might as well bitching at my own blog, hahaha pathetic right? Actually I didnt really face with this situation. It just came across my friend life and I was wondering it could be a good thing to share.

I dont understand why we grown up people care about others life which obviously has nothing to do with ours. Care too much can kill you! Its really true, try to listen to papa roach, scars.

Another thing that really annoyed me even though it has nothing to do with me is when we called someone with sucks name or any name that he/she didnt like. They got nice name then call them with it. A good gift from their parent why we need to give them new one! Do we have a right to change their name? Absolutely no! Beware people, you might enjoy call them with that sucks name now but in the future he/she might get their revenge paid off.

I'm not saying I didnt do this, but being a grown up it doesnt really make sense to apply though. Its really childish laaa. Hopefully, we have a gut to stop this from happen again.

Ciaattt aka chat Room

2010-07-22T18:31:00.000-07:00

Do you ever join a chat room? I used to love this silly thing but now rarely join them. Sometimes its fun. Joined one chat room last night. Its ok nothing interesting but I look pathetic I guess. haha

Im half dead bored. Still got things to do but im super lazy and ended up joined a chat room which is rubbish. Met with many lads with many characters. Its getting weird when there is one girl pm me. Guess what? At first, we were ok but then the topic changed slowly. hahaha....Its not bad as you think actually. I just exaggerate, sorry about that. but you get what I mean..

I thought Caucasian different than my race, but then its all the same. they like to talk rubbish, flirt and sometimes they have low mentality. Im not saying all of them but some of them. My friends at uni they are not like that. Low mentality maybe because lack of education, I dont know just guessing.

Whatever it is, these kind of people whatever race or where they come from, they behave the same way. Is it including me???? haha, I've told earlier, I rarely join chat room, good excuse right?? ;)

Technology

2010-07-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

speak about technology, first impression, woow awesome, great, superb...

second, brilliant

third, damn youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Today's technology made almost every transaction online. One of the online pros is making thing easier. Yup, I agree with that. The obvious cons is when the system down and everything is on hold. Customer like me need to phone them few times and at the same time, me need to waste my phone credit on that. Damn it!

People would say, come on this only happen once in a while which is true but I hate that. Customer service will pass me to different person and the worst part is I need to tell them again and again what my problem is. Tired ok!

one more thing, sometimes customer service doesn't help at all. what they would say is oh you got wrong person, I'll pass you to the right department. Its really shitee to be honest!

But today, until now, they are really helpful. Let see whether I can proceed the transaction or not. But if it is failed, then I have no choice but to ring them again and tell them from A till Z. What a wonderful world of IT!

Boredom

2010-07-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

Im so bored right now! We got no internet, no hot water at home which is sucks. No job lagi la............arrr

Bored coz I need to sort things out before I leave for vacation! yuckkk

Gibberish

2010-06-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

Sorted I guess! yesszarrr

Dress for graduation

2010-06-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

What to wear yea for graduation?

eh cannot maaa..all spotlight goes to me on that day.

ok la, not too bad

mak aii glamaour sgt, gorgeous but don't have one

cam cantik, ade sape2 nak amik tempahan last2 minute???

** habis susah pki ni je la jawabnyer

Ipod.....splendid

2010-06-21T11:51:00.000-07:00

The good thing about ipod is the brand itself, established. The bad thing about them, when they stuck or hang, the best option is to restore the system back and it really sucks. I'll be spend like hours and hours seating in front of my computer and try to fix it. I love them even though they are quite bulky. Its really worth buying since it has many applications rather than ordinary mp3 which you can only listen to music.

Using ipod, you can watch youtube, check email, facebook if you like. Frankly speaking, ipod performance damn awesome. The con come out when you want to put let say, new songs, video or application, sometimes it will take more then an hour. This happen especially when the system preparing to do the backup. Ages to get everything done!

It won't be long if you have songs about 500 or a few videos. But me, I got 2000++ songs, many videos + more than 5gb photos. OMG I really hate this!! I was thinking to delete some of my songs but I can't really do that. I dont know which one to delete. At the same time, I can't manage to listen to all. God, I must be crazy if I listen to them all. I won't do that, NOOOOOOOOOO.

Even though the bad side of ipod is kind of obvious, I'll be faithful. Worth it though since it coz me a grand.

Tour de bangor

2010-06-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

Friends of mine, came to visit us and we brought them tour de bangor. so this is how bangor look like.

Turkish Delight

2010-06-20T03:42:00.000-07:00

cute, sweet, colourful, tasty

independence + low confidence level

2010-06-17T06:52:00.000-07:00

I guess we all now understand and live our life that way. Being 20's plus university student we should not depends on our parents anymore. don't get me wrong here. I wasn't say that we can't depends on our parents at all. obviously like me, my parent support my university fees + cost of living here. What I mean is the way we lead our life. sometimes when we meet certain age we need to do everything on our own. In other words, we need to be independent. Frankly speaking, before I came here, I was totally depend on my parent even though I went to boarding school at the age of 13. During that, my confidence level, I should say like 3/10. bad right?? yeah defo. The most important thing is I hate to communicate with people which I dont know and speak english at the same time. Thank God, being here I already have the confidence to speak to people and Im really grateful.

Thing that I want to address here is anyone if you do have same problem as mine, please do help yourself sort that out. You need to try to speak to people guys. You can't really rely on others to do it on your behalf. You won't learn anything and in the end you get nothing. I know its shaky to start but do you have another choice? naah right! Sometimes I hate my friends who like to rely on me but I understand their feeling coz I was one of them back in those days. This is real world people, you need to be independent and built your confidence. I always view myself as others even though I know there is no point doing that. I'm still learning to be myself and built my confidence at least until 8/10. We can't always be backstage crew. Sometimes we need to show others we still exist and able to do anything. capaz de todoz.

I'm not saying that I'm good enough to give an advice to others. At least, I already tried to improve myself and I guess others can get the benefit too if they consider this. If people give a chance to a jerk like me to share something good, both of us gain the benefits. No one lose anything but if you just ignore good point from them, you'll be stuck just like this para siempre. Think about it people.

Europe we meet again

2010-06-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

blog function either sharing good things or complaining about life. me doing the same thing

I love a vacation and travel around this globe but the worst part before going somewhere is planning. benci nokkk. Especially when you wanted to go to other country which doesn't speak english at all! you have to plan every single thing. starting from the airport where you're landed, then hotel and from there to other tourist attractions. The good thing about it you won't be lost and you dont have to communicate with local people- kind of ayam cakap dgn itik nanti kalo tanya diorg...

I feel like Im acting like management accountant here. Planning everything exclude budget. budget become number 2 now. Im not saying that it wasnt important but I can't really find bargain price for this vacation, anyway this country is quite expensive.. so what to do, terpaksa la make it number 2. lagipun once in a life time, better to spend here right?? aitee

dont be surprise if you see me nowadays berkepit dgn mapiau --(map dlm welsh) every second.

hahaha, I need to find out which metro station should we stop at then mane plak nak pergi next...hmmm sigh**

anyway, hopefully this vacation full of bless and happiness.

Me gusta mucho

2010-06-12T15:22:00.000-07:00

awesome piece from bruno mars..

count on me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you
Ooohhh

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You know
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what frïends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You can count on me cause I can count on you

Funky song from Janet Jackson

Someone to call my lover

Back on the road again
Feeling kinda lonely
And looking for the right guy
To be mine

Friends say I'm crazy cause
Easily I fall in love
You gotta do it different J
This time

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI

I spoil them when I'm in love
Given them what they dream of
Sometimes it's not a good thing
But I'm blind

I love hard with everything
Giving my all
More than they
I'll take my friends' advice this time
I'll do it differently

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI

My my
Looking for a guy guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me
And I'll be too
You see happily

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI...

Im no superman

2010-06-11T03:44:00.000-07:00

Out the door just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 a.m.
The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin' hard
She's running late tonight again

Well
I know what I've been told,
You got to work to feed the soul
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know, I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman

You've got your love online
You think you're doing fine
But you're just plugged into the wall

And that deck of tarot cards
Won't get you very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall

Well
I know what I've been told
You gotta know just when to fold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know, I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman

That's right

You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all

I need you here with me
Cause love is all we need
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall

Well I know what I've been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No I can't do this all on my own
I know that I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman

Someday we'll be together
I'm no Superman
Someday
Someday we'll be together
Someday
I'm no Superman

DRAMAS

2010-06-07T16:04:00.000-07:00

One of the standard university students activities after exams is watching movies and dramas. I was one of them actually. I spent about 2 days watching asmaradana. Its ok la, not really drama sgt la which is good but sometimes pathetic la jugak. I watched CSI miami too much and wanted something more drama la kan like cter melayu so decided to watch asmaradana. My friend suggested to me like last march but I can't be bothered to watch it during that. Too many things to submit on march and april, hectic months actually.

I like norish karman but in asmaradana her acting just ok but overall she's damn good though. Tiz, she's good also. more expressions from her rather than nur kasih which she only frown 24/7. Shaheizy Sam, only one word, superb!

Im not going to give 10/10 for overall, 8/10 ok kot... Another thing, sound tracks from asmaradana, I think they are awesome especially from d'massive, keyla and of course sixth sense. I like those lyrics, meaningful.

Ok for this time, Im acting like I was one of the professional drama commentator so I can comment anything right ? haha sorry for being syiok sendri. Another melayu movie I had watched is MY SPY, I can't remember the title but something to do with spy and I would say, SUMPAH BODOH cter tu!

Hahaha, Im being frank here. I didn't have anything to do during that plus I was in the train back from aberdeen to north wales. It was 5 hours journey from glasgow to crewe. We were facing different way than usual in that train and I was so annoyed by that so its better to watch movie rather than finish my crosswords puzzle. I just can't believe that it was crap! and the best thing is its from KRU. I was expecting more from them actually but it was rubbish. Their coming film, The malay chronicles, hopefully good as preview. I wonder whether MAGIKA, their film, is it out yet? I want to watch that.

Whatever it is, I like malay dramas but not too dramatise and illogic. I must back to work, watch again later.

Newbie

2010-06-06T04:58:00.000-07:00

Newbie arrived on last friday..

BOOTS

2010-06-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

anyone interested to buy boots, please visit my ebay page. Im trying to get rid my lovely awesome two boots. Need to move out from this house soon but unfortunately can't bring all my stuffs so need to find new home for some of them.These are the links.

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=150452285253&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT#ht_500wt_1154

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=150452290273&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT#ht_500wt_1154

Pic of sea bass

2010-05-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

My lovely sweet and sour sea bass! Unbelievable.

Sea Bass

2010-05-28T17:47:00.000-07:00

hola a todos, cómo estás ? espero que todos bien y felices....

Late night like this, I'm not suppose to go to bed late but I got a very interesting project! Somebody requested ikan 3 rasa from me, sweet sour fish. He wanted this dish only with sea bass not other fish. I was very lazy at first but when I think about that over and over again, why don't I just give a go. I never cook this dish for such a long time.

Started after isyak, it was like 11.3opm, I was busy removed sea bass' gut. It was damn horrible especially when you try to cut off their mouth. But when it comes to their scale, I can't describe in words. It started to fly everywhere as I busy clean off their scale. Omg, I'll make sure after this that I won't deal with any kind of fish like sea bass. Its ruined my life. I need to do extra work by wiping all my kitchen cabinets because of it. what a shame me!

Then, I prepared the sauce. Mixed everything in the pan, then taraaaaaaaaaaa, My sauce turn out to be gorgeous. lovely, brilliant!....try to give credit to myself here! LOL.

I haven't fried the fish yet. Need to do that first thing in the morning tomorrow.

I can't talk much now, need to have a good shower as I'm now smell like a sea bass.

Freedom

2010-05-25T17:02:00.000-07:00

Officially finished uni today. Omg I can't believe that I'll be graduating this July. I feel like I just registered for uni yesterday....No more nightmares on essay and uni's stuff. Free from exam, essay, report at the moment..

Summer's epic begin!!! There a lots of thing to do. I wanted to go fishing, crabbing, shopping, meeting mates, damn it! almost forgot about one thing. Promise my lecturer to help him sort out his research but until now I didnt get a chance to do it.

Next week, I'll be out of town for a week. Heading to north...wanna meet someone special there...harharhar...guess who???

Im so lazy to update now.TTYL

gibberish about my bonita life!

2010-05-23T09:51:00.001-07:00

Me counting days now! Will finish my exam on this tuesday. Summer's epic will begin straight away after that. Me gusta mucho! can't wait. Come on roll on tuesday! I was kind of looking forward to it but at the same time sadness linger around me. 3 years studied here, changed my life a lot. I bet I am a better person now. The most important thing is it did change my view on world today and teach me how to face it. Estoy muy feliz ahora.

Reminiscing about the first time I reached here made me sad. 3 years just passed by and I wasn't a same person as before. Again, I was kind of sad to leave my life here but deep inside, I am looking forward to go home and settle down. I should move on and I am really sure about that. It just I don't know which way is the best for me now but its alright, I'm going to give a nice shot on my final paper first then think about it again.

Summer come again and I got so many plans to be accomplished during this June till July. Hopefully, I can manage to do everything successfully. Will update my plan here soon!

now, lets focus on financial statement analysis. Crack it on babeh! Lets rock the boat!

Takutkah kita utk menghadapi dunia nih?

2010-04-22T15:24:00.000-07:00

I admit it, I do feel that now.

Sangat takut.....bukan kenapa, when the time come then we need to face it, I do feel there is butterfly in my stomach.

I asked Claire, my classmate, what she gonna do after finish degree. She said, she dont know yet and haven't apply any job...She then asked me back, same question. I gave her same answer. Im not quite sure what Im going to do after this, Im scared to face this world.

Dilemma.....any suggestion?

I believe

2010-04-18T16:20:00.000-07:00

They said you wouldn't make it so far,

And ever since they said it, its been hard
But never mind the night's ya had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside
You work real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe
And you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say

I believe I can
I believe I will
I believe I'll know my dreams are real
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance
I believe I'll grow real soon,
That is what I do believe

Your goals are just a thing in your soul
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside,
Forget all your pain and just start to believe

Never mind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all my hopes and dreams I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up, i'll keep it up
Looking to the sky
I will achieve all on my knees
I will always believe

Young Mum

2010-04-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

Some people prefer to be a mum at young age and its ok. The problem here is when you choose that path, you need to adapt with that new environment and of course act like a mum not teenagers.

Here, young mum (and mum who not really young, I suppose) are such a jerk. Im not saying all of them but some of them are truly an ass ! I know I dont have a right to say this to them but at least consider your kids. Some of jerk young mum here they like to smoke in front of their child. They just dont care what would happen to their kids in the end of the day when they blow that bloody dangerous smoke on them. For god sake, please go somewhere else to smoke anyway they are yours.

Are they stupid or just act like stupid? We dont even know. Let them decide which group they belong to.

Idol

2010-04-12T17:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I totally wasted my precious time by watching many video clips at youtube. I was obsessed with Pitbull (gorgeous Armando on earth), Rkm y ken-y, wisin y yandel... ! haah!

At first youtube then wiki then youtube again.....haha... I just can't concentrate on my studies even though I know I'll be half dead this week, so many things to do and I just actually ignore them!

I explored almost everything on wiki and finally I found pitbull official website. Clicked on the link given and suddenly, I noticed that Pitibull will come to Malaysia on May...Arghhh....That gorgeous armando would actually come to msia and I will not be there! nooooo.... (sounds just like I'm going to see him if I was at msia during that...haha in my dream la) Frankly speaking, I never been to any concert and there are many personal reasons for that.

Today, I listened to one live discussion about idol. One of the panel in that discussion stressed out that whoever we like most for example singer, we tend to make them as our idol.Yesterday, I was obsessed about those singers but then when I think about it again, it just waste of time. I can't really make them as my idol. For idol, I need to find someone who has good background, education, I guess. I'm not saying there are not good in both aspects but I think there must be someone else who much better than them. I love their music and songs, awesome! Lets get this straight, I wasn't actually planning to make any singer, actor to be my idol. I got one now and no one can replace him, no naah!

I just wanted to say, if we like someone to be our idol, we need to make sure the background, the attitude, all good values are in him/her so that we can actually be good person in the end. As a matter of fact, we then to follow someone who we think good and this refer to idol. If I'm going to choose a singer as my idol, I would choose Dr. Fazley. I don't know him in person but he is bloody brilliant and successful.

Boys, girls watch out and be wise when you try to find one.

StoP It!

2010-04-11T06:55:00.000-07:00

Bitching about your life on your blog?

To be honest I hate people doing that. Every one stressed but let get this straight. You can do it but please la, not too much!

Readers like me bored to read all your crap!Now, I'm bitching about others, wth...

Not my intention to do that, just want to clarify to others that I hate it!

Back to normal

2010-04-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

I changed my blog background for a week, I guess. Then today, I changed back to normal. I do like the background but its kind of inconvenience. Its just looked pretty but inconvenience so decided to back to normal. I wanted to change back to silver moon but I dont know how to do it...so stick to the new one..

Today is the last day of easter break..One month left to study...then exam...These days, Im being more sensitive and emotional...dont ask why, I dont know. Maybe because of too much works to do..

But everything will back to normal starting from tomorrow....

Hair Dresser

2010-04-05T15:00:00.000-07:00

I went to one of the saloon here just to accompany friend. While I was waiting for my friend turn, I observed some customers behaviour. Not my intention to observe them, It just that I had nothing to do so might as well do it.

When I arrived there,the is one boy about 10-12 years old,who has been waiting his turn since 1pm and it was almost 4pm at that time and yet, he still didn't get his turn. Poor boy. It was his first time getting a haircut by his own. I can really see his determination clearly to get a haircut by his own. If I was at his place, I will just leave the saloon and go to somewhere else. I hate to wait for hours just to get a haircut. Not worth at all. But being a boy who still in the grow up process, I believe he really wanted to show to his friend that he is now able to get his own haircut and not really mummy's boy anymore. Before this, mom who brought him there to get a haircut and now, he went with his friend. Before this, mom whos arranged the style with the hairdresser now he was the one who decide it. Just like other grown up boys he then asked for the style he wanted. Turn out, damn gorgeous. I like the way the hairdresser style his hair.He then walked home with head held high.

After the hairdresser got the boy haircut done,she then turn to one woman is about 40's, I guess not really sure. It was not my intention too to listen to their conversation but what do you aspect since we were in the same room and that room just fit 5 of us. From their conversation, she told the hairdresser she got 10 children and I just can't believe it. Its just weird for Caucasian here to have more than 2 children to be honest. When I told my friend I got 2 siblings and plus me, so 3 in total, she just astonished since she only has one sister in her family. I just don't see any different there, it just that I had one extra doesn't mean it look weird at all...nooo naah!oh I forgot to mention the style she asked for. She just told the hairdresser to cut her hair short. I was quite surprised why she asked for that since she already has a short hair. The hairdresser didn't question her request since she is one of her regular customer.

I really can't wait to see the outcome. Just wanted to know what she'll look like after that. she's kind of rock coz she got purple + reddish + black hair. Finally, oh my god! awesome. The hairdresser style her hair spiky. If I'm at 40's I didn't dare to take a risk to have a haircut such that. no at all. People here, they just don't care as long as they satisfied with their appearance and that's enough. They don't have to listen to other people view anyway. They can just point out what they want and what they hate. Belong to orthodox malay which manners and culture still number one, I was not allowed to do that. I still can do it but it doesn't look great in my society. but which one we as a whole prefer? orthodox or modern? just think about it.

That's the only two stories I can share while I was waiting for my friend to get her haircut done. It was totally utterly exciting to observe people. There are many people out there and for sure there are many behaviour which we need to discover, LOL.

Babes on the street

2010-04-04T21:21:00.000-07:00

OMaiGODDDDDD....OMaiGodddd...

Babes these days are updated and 'hot' (shall I say that?) haha, whatever la...

yeah2 hot, but I wasn't one of them. Let's get this straight, I wasn't jealous at all when I gibberish about this entry. It just that they are too much. I could said that since I lived here in this English 'dynasty' hahaha, which I didn't get a chance to attend such dinner at 'grand' and 'cool' hotel. So no chance to show off la kan, bergaya la what I meant. Lived here just gave me a chance to go to pub in any occasion through out the year. haha, best kan?? only one word, bosan!

I do love to show off....show off nih but the thing is I don't really like it if its too much. I feel like an idiot who like an attention from others on that event....For me, just keep it simple, you'll look great.

I hate the part that some girls really want to be updated just like 'org putih'. Its fine, everyone deserve a chance to be whatever they like but I really hate it when they try to adapt it and ended up just like a clown... hahahaha....I'm not being rude, its just a fact. I don't know how lads view this. Just from my point of view, they being too much especially a girl when they wear tudung and a dress.

I know that you tried to look gorgeous but please laaa people, do think before you wear it. Please consider the cutting of the dress, colour whether its suits you or not, don't just put them on you even though it was damn glamorous. To be honest, I do like to dress up but born and grown up in a community which just like kampung, I can't do that...its just my principe and hopefully I didn't break through it.

Sometimes I feel scare to go back to my hometown. Seeing all these girls with their glamorous top + jeans + bags, make me feel I'm just a loser...hahaha over kan>....I just don't get it, where they got money to spend on all those accessories. If I walked on the streets such bukit bintang, those girls will definitely see me as kampung tol budak ni...haha where's on earth shes from?

I dont know whether you people understand what I meant. I don't want it to look obvious, but If you got it, then you know what I've been trying to say. If not, just leave it. As usual, I would say that hopefully I won't be one of them.

LONDON

2010-03-30T15:35:00.000-07:00

I was here for quite sometimes. exhausted + tired+ whatsoever la..

Interviews?? haha can't comment anything. Hopefully one of them get back to me.

I went to harrods this evening. I just wanted to buy turkish delight from there as I really like it but when I arrived there, just surprised they already renovated their building but its really nice now. Opss, they just changed the interior design not the building sorry wrong info, haven't go to harrods bout a year so that's why I was quite surprised when I went there.

I really love harrods's products. They know how to attract people to buy their product. In other words, they knew how to market their product without using media such as newspapers. They just designed their product's packaging very cutely and look stunning. However, the brand itself (harrods) its a big name so they actually do not have to do more on advertising.

First intention, just wanted to buy that lovely turkish delight but then when I went to the food hall, everything look extremely beautiful plus delicious u'alls.

haha, I was dilemma what to buy actually. Grabbed 2 turkish delight pistachio + rose and cocoa which I haven't taste yet and hopefully it would be great. Saw fudge. God, I love it! I grabbed cherry bakewell and ape ntah... oh my god, I spent like £20 for turkish delights and fudges.

I really wanted to buy other things but I already spent £20 not going to spend more than that. I would say that harrods full of tourists from every part of the world. some of them just like me, not really spending since harrods is quite expensive but some of them are really rich. They buy LV just like buy ikan. I am so jealous with them. Now Im thinking, how they are managed to buy those expensive stuffs such LV? What thing did make them rich? Do they actually had an important position in their company ie CEO, Chairman or just kuli?? Kawin dgn org kaya?? ahahhaa

I prefer that, kawen with org kaya...it is extremely easiest way to become rich and can shopping at harrods though....best2 rather than trying to be a CEO which is lambat la, even now still didnt get any job yet so still want to berangan jd CEO la, in your dream la.... hahaha...cool ehh...

This entry, no point at all, just wanted to say that I do love shopping but can someone provide me funds (chewahh fund, which not suitable at all dlm context nih).

Interview

2010-03-04T15:50:00.000-08:00

Its getting really stress here. Everyone got an interview but not all of them got through....I'm still waiting, hopefully one of good company hire me.

Nia went to deloitte manchester last tuesday. She's got an interview there. Unfortunately, she didn't get through. It's really petrified me now.

I applied for many companies but didn't get respond all yet. Some of them did reply my email and they rejected me coz they got somebody already. I just don't understand why if they have somebody for that position, why don't they just with draw the advert?? doink!

No point to argue. Finger cross! that what im going to do next!

Hatred just kill your life

2010-02-16T18:24:00.000-08:00

It is pretty obvious that hatred can kill ourself. Unfortunately we can't get rid this feeling. What we can do is control our hatred.. But sometimes when we can't handle it anymore, out of sudden, it explodes...booooooooooooooommmm....guess what??? nothing serious happen to you, end up in jail or maybe...naahh I don't know. It depends on you but please control your anger and please don't end up your life in suck cellar! never ever!

sometimes we need to express our hatred to somebody else ie: family, friends...anyone else you prefer.... we do feel kind of relief after doing it but when we only keep in ourself, we're just torture ourself...It is not easy to tell people our feelings. Some of them might really want us to share our prob with them. but there are also people who is pretending to be a good listener but in the end they just don't care.....ada aku kisah??? haha I just love that quote. Frankly speaking, I was one of them sometimes...I dont want to be rude but the thing is sometimes their problem is just crap...rubbish! It just silly foolish thingy which can't be called a problem! and sometimes too childish.. Apologize from me for saying that. Sorry for the people who sometimes need to listen to my crap prob....fair enough...LOL

Express our hatred,is it good? or did you feel bad after you express it? Me, I did feel guilty straight away after that but I can't just keep it by myself....I'm now in the process to adapt azwan ali quote "ada aku kisah" haha...silly right but by applying this you just close your eyes and pretend that you didn't see anything happen and just forget about it. which is good sometimes. Your choice! Don't forget, we do have God. Pray to HIM. He will definitely sort it out for you...

Whatever it is, do choose a good path, don't do any stupid things, do love your life and just follow the flow of this world nicely. I'll try to warn myself as well! We human sometimes do silly things but we know we can actually prevent it from happen...

"ADA AKU KISAH" lol

Converse Addiction

2010-02-15T22:48:00.000-08:00

Obviously I'm not a teenager but wish to be a teenager again..naah we can't turn back time, do we??

Ok2 straight to the point, I woke up at 2am last thursday then checked my email via ipod. Received an email from amazon about the shoes sale and I didn't give a damn at first. Suddenly it came to my mind....I was wondering whether they have reduction on converse. I used my ipod again to browse the amazon....nothing much on amazon but then I found cheap converse. to be honest it was damn cool coz it has nice graffiti but the background is white which I'm not really fancy off...

I just can't decide whether to buy it or not since it was damn cheap. I switched on my lappy and checked out the converse again.....see i'm addicted to converse....I was browsing converse in the middle of the night...what a joke?? Mom will kill me if she found out what I'm doing at that time...LOL...naah she wouldn't kill me but scold and nag at me! for sure!

wait a minute, I still got ebay to compare with didn't I?? yeahhh...I browsed the ebay then. Found really nice one but it was manufactured on 2008 but the price hell cheap...I'm not thinking twice just clicked the 'buy it now' button. hahaha....

I don't really mind about the year or whatever as long as it look cool to me and the price match my budget. By saturday, I got it! yeayy. I love this seller, efficient and effective! But then, I got another problem. I spent 2hours figure out how to tie it nicely. same problem as I got my fist converse. I just wanted to make my converse look cool by tie it in different way than usual.

** new babe!

** My lovely buddy (forgot to mention, my lecturer got same pair as mine but he got the low cut ox, same colour...we used to wear it on the same day and I just can't stopped laughing....he didn't know about this for sure, it just me and alba gossiped at the back..LOL)

Ok2 need to do some other things...update again later!

p/s: if anyone wanted to buy converse chuck taylor union jack, try to look on amazon or ebay but amazon got fixed price which is £49.99 and ebay sometimes they got used one so it is quite cheap but obviously it is used or rare size...they got a new one also...do try to look at those website. good luck!

Motivation, right path

2010-02-10T17:00:00.000-08:00

I'm now in week 3, semester 2, literally I got 9 weeks left before my status change from 'student' to 'graduate'...I'm looking forward to that but at the same time, naah...don't want to be graduate coz I need to find job..Because of that, I really need something to motivate me to going through this rough time (not really rough, I just make it sounds hard...hehe).

I just love all the quotes I attached here...Obviously I love motivation's quotes or any cute quotes. Just like to share with others..

This semester I've got so many heavy modules. As a consequence, 6 papers on summer's exam. It would be my last exam and I don't know when I will seat for an exam again. I'll be missed it soon exam, class, friends, cutey lec (ahaha G**, which aku suka kutuk2, but he's good actually), my nice neighbours (because of them I just got an allergy with cheesecake...bengong tul ed and g jugak). Even though those people kind of ngok ngek but still, they're my friends which make me terhibur....ahaha (sorry guys for not attended yours party).

Caellepa 71, 66, 7 pencastell, bella, shahin, jaflong, bangor hg street, all those places will always be in my mind even though I won't be here anymore....sedih la plak bunyi nyer.....

Its ok though, at least part of my life's objectives already in my hand and I need to continue my journey again.

The thing is I'm still don't know where is my journey point to...still blur but I'm hoping that it won't be hard and God please lead me to the right path where you lead your love ones to. InsyaAllah.

Love something and dont even know what to do with it??

2010-02-04T16:51:00.001-08:00

If you love something try to grab it but if you fail to do so but really want to just let it fly high....if it is belong to you, maybe someday it will return...and during that maybe it is yours.

let it fly.....let it fly....let it fly......it wont be far from you...do try to grab another things...dont have to wait that thing to come back again....time is precious, do use it wisely otherwise you miss something important in your life...

try to achieve another dream, make sure you do the important things first...the "thing" you already let it flown away, if it doesnt come back, just let it be like that...face the fact, strive for your life and your future...you'll win this game, InsyaAllah.

Mimpi, impian dan berangan

2010-01-28T13:42:00.001-08:00

certain benda we can just dream off but we can't actually achieve it. orang kata kalo kita usaha for sure la leh dapat kan. tapi x jugak la sbb certain impian kita sgt2 la impossible utk jd kenyataan. so as a result we can just dream about it.

I was the one with that all nonsense impian...ahahaa...I don't care if anyone would say I'm lunatic but for me, I have right to dream off about anything since I know I can't achieve it..

Berangan is the best activity I can do...lol...to be honest itu je cara nak syiook sendri ahaha...tapi from berangan la kita start usaha utk dptkan satu2 benda tuh...ye ak?? fair enough.

Kita leh berangan mcm2 la..byk category la kan, academic, wealth (ye la aku kan gler ching..ching)..whatever might suit you...stakat ni aku berangan nak grad with flying colours la kan...bangga mak ayah aku.

whatever it is we should berangan to be the best we can, we are given a chance which only comes once in our life time so better appreciate it before it's gone and leave us behind.

Exam

2010-01-19T18:38:00.000-08:00

Not fancy of exam but a few great thing happened and I love every bits of it!

First day, turned out to be shitte for me and not for others. I dont know what happened to me on that day. The questions were damn easy but I can't really answered it! poor me!

Second day, quite good. Thanks Lyn!

Third day, kind of great. Alhamdulillah even though I just goreng2 the essay but at least much better than audit exam. Thank God for that.

Forth, Fifth and Sixth straight away till this friday. Awful!

Boringkah life as a student?

2010-01-03T05:52:00.000-08:00

firstly, dont get me wrong by the title of this entry. Im just asking urs opinion about student life.

Some might say its quite boring since we involved too much in exams and assignments. im not saying its wrong coz everyone get different point of view.

I love being student and really want to be a student forever and ever. I know the reality is I need to find job someday and kick out my student life by then. It is not easy to find job now since recession hit most country and I hate that fact. To get a job you almost begging to other else and I already done it before. Its crap! In reality, bucks is good but job is suck! ahaha

Being student, I dont have to think where I can get money to back up my studies which lucky am I now. Good though! Thank God for that. People usually say we normally appreciate things after we miss it. I truly, utterly agree with that. I really appreciate my student life now since I think my student life almost over and going to miss it. Im getting older these days and I really know the fact that I can't turn back time but move on!

People, dont hate ur student life coz someday you'll regret it. Im saying this just to get some moral support before facing my winter exam starting on 12th January. Gosh, got 6 papers and Im half dead, doink...doink.

Dunia yang luas

2009-12-15T15:21:00.000-08:00

yeah dunia mmg luas and me still in this stupid box. "tolong lah keluar" I kept telling myself to do that but I still standing here, not moving even an inch! apekah??? Dunia ni besar kenapa la I always looking at one side? ntah la.

Im hoping that i can get out from this box and looking at dunia luar as too many good things I should see, touch and learn.

Kemahuan dan Keinginan

2009-12-12T11:01:00.000-08:00

1. Sy mahu white xmas di Edinburgh mahupun Bangor!

2. I want wii.....tolong lah kalo ade sape2 nak bagi.... x nak la demand sgt, X box 360 pun jd la

3. Nak pergi TURKEY this spring! tp tiket agak2 mahal....skali lagi sape rasa2 ade duit lebih sedekah la kat aku skit.....sesungguhnya Allah akan bls jasa org itu....hehe

4. Whoever feel that this winter holiday kind of dull, boring dan sewaktu dgn nyer bleh la buatkan my accounting theories and practice assignment as well as my taxation assignment. I really appreciate that.

5. Rasa nak main SKI juga winter or spring ni, would like anyone who kaya to support me! gedik kan!

6. Ok la lastly, If I didnt get any of those, satu je yg nak sgt! graduate with flying colours!

Howdy friends...

2009-11-30T08:55:00.001-08:00

Its been along time aku x update blog ni, sgt mls since skang super duper busy. x la busy sgt pun sbnrnye....standard aku la...malas..

Ok skang ni Im so busy with coursework, nak hbs sem ar byk la yg nak kena hantar, awl2 dulu mls nak buat skang terhegeh-hegeh la siapkan.... another thing, I actually joined the IBM contest since one of the group member kuar x tau la knape, then marwan invited me to join them, thank god finally got it....I was so happy when he called me and invited me but then when I went to the meeting, damnn...I was quite left behind and I hate it. really need to catch up and to be honest, I felt that I want to quit but then think about it again, marwan already gave me a chance to join then I spoil it....so as a result, I just go with the group. Game x la susah, but I need to do some calculation part and have to be good in business practically. My group members consist of 2 chinese and 2 caucasian. Chinese guy in my group was extremely good in business even my group leader actually depend on him. every week he came out with all those market ratio, market info ohh whatsoever la....gler brilliant! as usual I just stared at them since im not business student but I did the calculation part ok! Now, we just wait for the last trading result for round 1, if we get through then we practically get to the semi final which held around uk, london, birmingham, ediburgh...lets pray to Allah that I can make it! really wanna be in semi final!

ok2, enough for IBM. last 2 weeks, I went to manchester and of course la singgah primark...primark ni kedai baju yg sgt murah dan cantik but the quality not really good. basically what you paid, then you got it la. I dont care about that, I spent 60 pound la kan, wahahaha....x leh blah kan. skali skala ok la kan. tetiba teringat something. people when they're not rich they will go to some kind of this shop la kan but when they rich, they just pretend dont know this shop. Hey boleh jalan la......I hate this people, cam lupa daratan laa kan, dulu masa ko susah2 same2 je g dgn aku, primark la kan, but then when you tetiba kaya, ko tengok aku pun x nak....GTH la. When they got JIMMY CHOO, oh god, I dont know primark, where is that?? ahaha bodoh sungguh! ok actually, i wasnt refer this to primark at all, sape yg mkn cili terasa la pedas nyer.... mls nak terang pnjg2, biar aku je la yg faham.

oh x sabar nak cuti. this year im not going to europe, mahal ok and x untung langsung. uk currency dropped from last year so mmg x untung. This year jalan2 uk je la kot. duit lg mau kuar.........argghh. Esok start december, one month before new year..... sungguh cepat! then exam, then class, cuti, exam and finally grad! keje then! arggh bosan sungguh! bleh tak x keje??? ahahah, ok you can kick me!

Torn apart

2009-10-20T03:03:00.000-07:00

We're always hoping for something good to happen. Even though we didnt put high hope on it we're still hoping for the best right? yeah.

When the result turn the other way around, I believe that we torn apart. We kept saying in our heart that we didnt really put high hope but we still upset about it. I can't really say im ok with that but I always remind myself that I dont deserve that. I deserve something much2 better than that. (sedapkan hati)

By the way, I got a lot of things to do so dont really have time on that. If I join them, I may lose concentration on my studies. Now on, dont want to bother about all those things. Lot of opportunities out there and much2 better than IBM. Move on girl!!

£ 150 such a good investment right ??

2009-10-06T03:48:00.000-07:00

Business Law by Denis Keenan and Sarah Riches £ 25

Principles of Marketing by Philip Kotler, Gary Armstrong 3rd European Edition £ 10

Principles of external auditing by Brenda Porter, Jon Simon and David Hatherly, 2nd edition £ 10

Me now selling all those books since I need money to buy new books for 3rd year. Anyone interested just hit me back yaaah.

Need to collect £150 to buy all stuffs for 3rd year. Consequences: no plan for holiday----no money laaaa but good investment for my future.

Go Away My dear

2009-09-30T11:16:00.000-07:00

Can't even see you again. Totally hate you..... but you...........

still come near to me, please!!! leave me alone. don't wanna think about you. The fact is I can't really stay far away from you. Even though I hate you damn much, deep down in my heart, I still need you. You'll definitely light up my life but I can't really love you.

Oh God, why this happened to me???? Sometimes I wondering, why should you come to me again, why dont you just go away??? I can't even hide myself from you. You'll definitely know where I am.

To be honest, I hate you "Probability" but I know I'll be dealing with you the rest of my life...........

Sahur

2009-09-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

adoiii dull sgt kan entry aku nih??? ye sgt2...whatever la..

kalo kat msia, normally we eat something heavy la kan cam nasi but here Im too lazy to go downstairs so I prefer frosted shreddies for my sahur meal. ahahaa malas sungguh kan aku ini. ar mesti korg heran, nak makan benda alah ni pun kena gak amik susu kat dlm peti ais kat bwh tuh...

dgn aku x yah susah....ahaha. aku just bukak tingkap then grab it. turun dr langit. hikhik...ok the truth is I never keep my milk in the fridge. just kept it outside. superr malas kan.. organic la katakan. sini dah start sejuk so no prob la kalo kita letak makanan2 sejuk beku diluar fridge. tp kalo ais krim tu, waa x tau la...cair jugak kot.

Got some bread here, but jemu la makan roti hari2... tmbh2 sahur plak...tp bedal je la. puasa pun tnggl bape hari dah. then raya. then aku start klass...hmmm same things goes around lg. dah name pun student x kan la bukak semester aku g holiday....apekah????

Today's plan

5.30 am : try to finish my assignment given by dr. aziz yg dah lame kasi tp aku x buat2 lg

12.00 pm: meeting with marwan...yeaaay ahahaa...date dgn mamat ensem mane x suka aku

3.00 pm : wat bubur pisang + jagung, ye la hari2 kak zana masak, naik segan gak aku

7.30 pm : ape lg melantak la u'olls

dlm byk2 agenda ni, im looking forward to meet marwan....ahaha kenapakah???? nnt la aku citer.

Move on

2009-09-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

nothing much to say here. I arrived at bangor on 13th and really missed home that time. pejam celik dah 3 bulan aku blk msia. so now its the right time to move on la kan. looking forward sgt nak start klass. hopefully i can finish everything cepat2.

sini raya hari ahad. me, im not looking forward pun nak raya. cam aliaa ckp colourless eid. dia ckp camtu sbb ayah dia dah x de.aku rs la....ape2 pun slamat hari raya suma... knape bg aku colourless?? ar sbb masa puasa tu my atuk already cooked ketupat rendang suma so im not into raya sgt laa. lg satu no bj raya this year. Mum tried to find one for me but me dont want any. benci laaaa. dah berkenan x de size......bodoh. penat je try...ape2 pun bj kurung kat sini pun dah byk so x de yg br pun x pe coz me just wear it once. ahahha siot kan.

ape lg ek yg mahu dibebelkan?? hmmm
no idea la..
ok2 ape pun selamat hari raya again and maaf zahir batin. may this eid bring us meaningful eid.

Ramadhan

2009-08-24T10:24:00.001-07:00

Before I start bebelling x tentu arah just wanna wish "selamat berpuasa" to everyone. May this Ramadhan bring good things to us.

In this holy month, we are asked by God to do good things so I decided to share something interesting and we should avoid from doing it. I went to mosque most of these days and got this from there. After we finished terawih, there will be kuliyah and during that, the ustaz will explain the meaning of the surah that they recite during solat. Mom found that all those info quiet interesting so she didnt allowed me to go home early and I was like.....arghhh you know it!

Apparently, when I listened to him, I agreed with Mom. Just now, he explained about "Bomoh" and black magic. He mentioned the surah but I already forgot it...sorry but it doesnt matter as long as we understand the context. What he was trying to say is, as a muslim we're not allowed to ask a favour from "Bomoh" which is practising black magic. Syirik ok! People from the past had done this and we should learn from the past so we won't do the same thing. Even though now we're living in the millineum era, it doesnt mean that we're free from all those " Bomoh " thingy. Again, I agreed with that, definitely.

Some people this day full of hatred inside them. If they want something, they will try as hard as they can to achieve it. Dad, always remind me about that. Sometimes, they will use us to achieve their mission and of course it could be unfair. That is a real world. We can't avoid it but as a good muslim we need to know where are we sitting on this earth. Just need to remember that all those "Bomoh" thingy doesnt stay long. Back to the ustaz, he then stressed that if we want to be a good ummah just remember that this "Bomoh" thingy already exist in the past and we now need to avoid learn or practise it. InsyaAllah, we'll be loved by Allah Taala. We're not suppose to repeat any single bad things that happened in the past. However, we need to know and learn how to make our life more better than people from the past.

Cam karangan la plak but deep inside my heart, Im glad that I can share this small piece of info to everyone.

Mangsa Fashion

2009-08-14T04:38:00.001-07:00

slalu kita dgr mangsa dera, mangsa banjir laa but today I want to say something about this mangsa fashion.

nak tau siapa mangsa fashion tu? ok2 let see this pic.

ahaha dont ask me who the hell is this coz I also dont know. just grabbed this from google on weird fashion. Ok2 back to our topic. Nowadays, people crazy about branded items and dont really care about the design of the items. for instance, LV's bag. Ok obviously aku cam anti LV la kan. ahahaha. Buruk2 LV tu pun ramai gak org beli. sebab ape, suma kejar brand nyer and of course if someone carry it we can judge her that she is super rich la kan. Kalo ade org kasi aku free, aku pki la, kalo nak beli tolonglahhhhhhhhhhhh baik aku g travel mane2 lg worth it.

This morning, I read something interesting jugak la psl branded items nih. For people who in middle class yg agak2 nak bergaya cam org super rich tp x berduit cam aku nih, ahaha leh la rent those branded items dgn reasonable price. arrr mesti korg x faham kan camne tuh??
Camni la cter nyer, diorg skang tau ramai yg nak bergaya nih tp x berduit nak beli bag tangan Looouiiis Vuitton tu dgn harga 10k. yo la gaji pun x smpi 2k nak beli beg 10k. so diorg kasi la korg pinjm dgn cara deposit kan duit korg (save deposits) brape nak deposit? ar aku pun x tau la kan. Ok then, you can borrow it as long as you want. They will deduct the rent fees through the save deposits you give. Nak buat harta pun boleh tp nnt korg nyer duit burn la kan.

sampai begitu skali la kan....Aku cter kat mak aku and one thing she said " Yuck!" ahahaha....tau kenapa? mak aku kata eiiii ntah ape2 la org sebelum tu taruk dlm handbag dia tetiba dpt kat kita lak... sungguh tidak hygienic. ye la dah adat pinjam kan. ahaha

Eh, aku rasa cam salah topic lak. ahaha Ok2. I really want to share that info to all of you coz for me something that interesting and girl out there should know about it. Yg aku kata psl mangsa fashion ni, I read my friend punyer friend punyer friend blog just now. She is obsessed with branded items nih. Most of her clothes, shoes, trousers, jewelleries suma branded. adakah aku jealous??? ahahahaa oh tidak kerana aku tidak berkenan sgt cr dia dress up. Ni la yg aku kt mangsa fashion.

She wears everything in one time and aku rasa sgt serabut. ahahaa...ok2 in the first place I dont have right to say anything about people dressing but this is my blog and I can say anything I want..wahahaha sgt kejam kan. X la, she's actually adorable and that's it. suma dah cukup but to look mooore gorgeous she spent I dont know how much tp byk la beli benda2 nih. Kalo aku x beli ar, even though brand nyer sgt famous tp buruk cam LV. ahaha lagi2 LV. Habis pahala aku kutuk org. Tapi this is real fact okay. If you want to see this mangsa fashion senang je. G la pavilion and bukit bintang. Gerenti berlambak ini2 mangsa fashion.

Aku ni sedap je kutuk org cam aku dress up cun la kan...ahahaha aku simple je ape ade aku bedal je. To be honest, I like branded items juga but I always tgk my pocket first. cam ni la bdk akaun kedekut.ahahaha. Different people views it differently. so aku ni termasuk dlm golongan yg simple and maybe that girl belong to "up to date" group and berduit. org yg x duit cam aku duk senyap2.

But today's fashion is too much. Kadang2 aku terfikir gak, knape la kita boleh jd mangsa fashion ni? hmmm no one know. Ntah2, aku yg conservative. ahaha. Anyway, I just pray that I will not belong to that group and pada mereka yg mangsa2 fashion, please arr sgt pathetic kot. Korg sudah gorgeous just be urself. Org lawa akan ttp lawa walaupun simple je dressing mereka manakala org yg gemuk, pendek dan " sgt cun" cam aku ttp cun...ahahahaha

90's hits

2009-07-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

kebosanan melanda diri and all i can do is listening to the old skool songs. sounds lame but kind of interesting jugak la bila dgr lagu lame2...

I switched on my ipod, then scrolled down until reached "T" rasenyer. Pastu start la segala lagu2 lame. Memula tu lagu last flight out by plus one. best nyer lame tol x dgr. Before this I didnt know that this band was created to spread christianity. cam nasyid gitu. last spring kot, I was looking for one song by them and suddenly I found their bibiliography. I felt guilty at that time, ye la dengar lagu2 camtu tp at last I realised that not all their songs are like the song that I was looking for. Finally, I didnt listen to their songs until today.

Bosan2 dgn T, tukar lak g L. Then dengar la lately by samantha mumba. This girl was phenomenal. I love her songs. Really nice lyrics. Rasenyer lagu ni x la famous sgt but her hit song was gotta tell you. dengar laaa and it was awesome.

banyak lagi la yg best cam le ann rimes, jason mraz, lifehouse, linkin park....suma best laaa.....
just want to remind others and me, myself before start to like any songs make sure what's the songs all about coz this can lead you to the right or wrong path in the end of the day. nasib baik I realised all this awl2 and will always remember that.

Converse Chuck Taylor THE WHO UNION JACK Hi

2009-07-28T05:16:00.000-07:00

First of all,

I really want this totally utterly gorgeous shoes!! nakkkkkkkkkkk sangat2!!!!
waaaaaaaaa
I already try to find it here in malaysia but too bad they didnt sell it here. I was browsing internet this afternoon and found one website which is selling converse at malaysia and it really astonished me when I looked at the price they put it on. glerrrr mahal nakk mampoooh! I wont buy it if that's the price. seriously nonsense!!

I found this gorgeous shoes last 5 months...kalo x silap la...and I really adore it! masa tu x mampu beli walaupun x la mahal sangat. I thought that I can buy it when I go home. Unfortunately, when I go to any malls couldnt find it and in here they sell not nice one..... and sangat murah here!

Petang td, x de keja so I was browsing net non stop...hehehe. penat je g byk2 website, at last g la kat ebay. Murah gler la obviously. sangat2 murah dr website msia yg jual kasut nih. Tengok punyer tengok, goshhhh i love it very very much! ok la malam ni mintak permission bapak guehh la... Hopefully he allow me to buy it.

Korg mesti nak tau sejauh mane gorgeous kasut ni kan, ahahaha
ok2
I'll show u'all kat bawah ni...

taraaa.....cun kan!

maybe others will say what the hell is this???? x sesuai langsung utk pompuan.
I dont care what people going to say about it. Ye la waktu2 nih, all my rakan sebaya maybe looking for nice high heels and I was the one who really interested in this old skool shoes.
Again I dont care... I really want to enjoy wearing it as maybe next time I will not have time to wear it. Ye la, if I already finish my uni and start working, I will not be able to wear this again....salah dress code nnt!

panjang gler kan aku fikir? hehehe.... We have to think outside the box and there it is!

Unpretty

2009-07-23T15:50:00.000-07:00

Today I got something to share with all my amigos.

Even though this song quite oldskool but the lyrics quite good (for me)
so listen to this song and I already included the lyrics down there.

UNPRETTY--BY--TLC

I wish I
could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

[Chorus:]
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That man can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein' stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Aku dan Dia

2009-07-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

Perbezaan aku dan dia.

Dia suka makan, Aku suka juga (wahaha x de beza langsung)

Dia suka hitam and biru, Me boleh la...boleh blah...ahahaha, sorry la aku x layan la colour2 jiwang nih, Me like white, sungguh suci lagi murni(cam minyak masak sri murni la plak)

He likes Taylor Swift, me no way! I like reggea which is out of genre trus, Pitbull la best! ahaha I love KRU sbnrnyer...

He loves action movies....aku suka jugak tapi more on comedy..

He's on science stream and me, art's stream....sesungguhnyer sy minat science tp spm buruk x leh amik science....waaaaaa sedih lor!

Dia suka bola dan aku tgk seminit bleh la....lebih2 pengsan lor....ahahaha...

Aku suka travel bila cuti dan dia, suka tdo je kat umah....adoiii buhsan sungguh!

I like branded items and he just alaaa....ape2 pun bleh...gler x best kan.

He likes black berry and I hate it...buruk2 besar sgt...I'm more on nokia ala...friendly hp

I like Dell and he just ape barang dell??? apekah??? He prefers Mac book....(konon2 x suka branded item)

Kesimpulan nyer, aku dan dia sgt berbeza....tapi yang lagi menyedihkan, I'm in the real world and he just my imagination....arghhhh sedih2...ni la akibat byk baca novel, gler x berpaedahhh sungguh!

Just words

2009-07-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

yeay..yeay dah dapat result and the best part is I didnt fail my quants....yeayyyy

sangat cuak in the first place. Alhamdullillah everything turn out so good. Now looking forward to move on, means naik 3rd year. Im pretty sure yang next year lagi banyak benda kena wat. ape pun thank god, I passed my second year now heading to 3rd year. Hope that everything will be ok in the end of the day.

Now, just stayed at home and do nothing. Summer's holiday suppose to be fun but for me quite fun even though I didnt go anywhere. I used to do the same thing everyday. Boring?? ade la skit2 but cant really go out, no transport...haisshhh..

what I do this summer is reading. all sorts of things contohnyer novel la, magazine, suma la... Still reading shopahalic. ade lagi 3 lagi tgh tunggu. it was fun but sometimes i fall asleep la...ngantuk la plak baca lame2...

my friends already went back to uni so its hard for me to ajak diorg kuar...at last duduk je rumah...hmm....tapi its ok. luar sungguh panas, so better stay at home.

hmmm....dont know what to talk about dah....better stop la before start merapu but sebelum tu, spanish words that I learnt today is "mentirosa" means that lying.

Teka Teki Tekuk

2009-07-03T11:05:00.001-07:00

Hola people,

Im in the mood nak main teka teki....meh nak kasi then u'olll teka la ek! enjoy! ( ni pun aku amik kat blog org....sorry la babe! aku rs sgt best teka teki ini)

1) Hitam, panjang, dipeluk dan diapit dua paha.

2)Apa nama sudirman masa kecil?

3) Rumah apakah yang gunakan banyak air?

4) Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?

5) kenapa penggali kubur gali kubur x pakai selipar?

6) Ape persamaan Michael Jordan ngan Michael Jackson?

7) Ke nape lelaki jarang kene penyakit anjing gila?

8) Saya ade 3 kepala, 4 tangan dan 5 kaki...siapakah saya?

9) tulang ape warna biru??

10) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh lelaki?

11) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?

12) kenapa siti nurhaliza tutup telinga bila nyanyi?

sila2 jawab yer....hehehe.....kepada pemilik blog yg saya ciplak ni....10 jari ku susun meminta maaf kerana meng--ciplak but anyway I really love those teka teki!!

ACCA vs ICAEW

2009-07-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

malam td aku x tdo...sbnrnyer dah tdo before midnight....tu yg x leh tdo dah pastu....

bosan x tau nak wat pe, aku then teringat laa kat didi. masa aku g prague lepas, aku g dgn didi so ade la borak2 sikit pasal tajuk di atas. at first, i had no idea at all pasal ICAEW. Aku mati2 hengat same je dgn ACCA. rupe2 nyer lain gler....ape la aku ni name jer wat account...hampeh.

so last night, i was browsing about those 2 benda sampai kul 4 pg. ok laa...at last i got some idea about them. most people do ACCA full time. kalo x silap aku, ade 2 parts. exams and experience. after completed acca, then korg leh la digelar chartered accountant....tapi x senang la kan. 40% exams question will be based on text books and the rest, 60% ahahaha.....suma yg korg x penah belajar dalam kelas and if im not mistaken cam case study kot and common sense. Tu serba serbi psl ACCA.

Yang ICAEW ni lak, lain skit. You have to work but at the same time belajar juga. Means that, your company sponsor u'all blajar laa....I dont know at msia how it works coz this is actually for anyone who wanted to be chartered accountant at england and wales. dah name pun Institute of Chartered Accountants in England & Wales. duration dia kalo x silap aku, about 3 to 5 years and it depends on you juga. If you completed everything cepat and your employer satisfy then cpat la jd chartered accountant..

Hmm....those two menarik gak la but the problem is I dont know which one more useful. Yg psl ICAEW ni aku x brape sure even though dah baca all materials yg diorg provide kat website but still kurang kefahaman....aku dah wiki pun but still....better tanya someone la i guess.

Next year will be my final year. Not exactly next year la kan, this coming september. Kalo british, school or uni mostly bukak on september so bg diorg cam year baru start la... setakat ni I dont think that I have an idea what to do after graduate. kerja or sambung study???
x tau lagi. I think its better for me to think about it starting from today. chewaahhhhh....

People, what to do after grad?? anything interesting??

Milan and Malaysia

2009-06-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

Balik from milan and guess what I've got?? makkk kulit ku hitam.burn. damn gler...milan was damn hot...panas gler la sampai hidung aku berdarah! But I really happy coz I got United colors of benetton bag and it was pretty awesome! LV?? x mampu la..eventhough harga nyer x la mahal sangat but buang duit la kan if i buy one.

one LV's bag can coz you like 750 - 2000 euro kot...im not really sure coz I just hang around for a few second je dlm kedai LV tu...bosan la...corak suma same...gler x berkembang corak dia! aku pun x faham why people willing to spend thousands euro to buy this little thing yg x la cantik sgt bg aku.

went to prada store and the price was so expensive....corak pun hampeh buruk gler. at least lv ok la skit even thouh corak almost the same. I didnt have any intention pun nak beli one of those branded bag coz at that time so pokai nokkk...ye la dah jalan sakan sangat before pegi milan.

singgah kat UCB, at first glance je kan, aku dah berkenan kat bag comey itu...and terus2 ajak k.shikin masuk UCB store...tempting gler benda alah ni....i really want2 this bag(monolog dalaman) ahahaha poyoo jer aku nih! I just grabbed it and terus g kaunter bayar....ahahaa....x leh blah kan!

Arrived at manchester airport dalam pukul 9 mlm, then drove home smpi dlm kul 12 lbh gak la....packed all my stuffs coz esok nyer nak blk KL dah...I was so excited and dont want to sleep coz my train will be at 6am tmrw. last2 tertdo gak...penat gler blk dr milan. soon arrived je kat manchester airport pg jumaat tu, starving la plak....and the best part is I have to take my luggage with me all the time....mmg shitte...berat nak mampos.

I was one of the earlier passenger yg checked in my luggage...thank God, 30kg each person! Lega gler, I thought that 20kg per person...ye la emirates skang dah generous skit kasi sorg 30! yeay....suka tol aku x kena bayar...kalo exceed mau beratus pound aku kena bayar! gilooo! x mau den!

Sampai kat dubai, aku excited juga! ye ar lagi 10 jam aku akan smpi KL....turun je dr flight...jamban la aku cr dulu....ahaha...sorry la agak tak senonoh! then sembahyang siap2...lega aku benda wajib dah lepas! Then I tried to find my gate to KL. perfect dah jumpa..aku pun dok la tepi tu cam pendatang tanpa izin kat tepi tu....bodoh ar dubai nyer airport ni! airport skit punya lawa kerusi x de...hampeh. before duduk, aku pun:

aku: excuse me(sopan gler)
amoi : ..................
aku: excuse me
amoi : ..........
aku: (x leh jadi amoi ni, pokak benor!, aku acah2 tangan ar kat muka dia)
"Excuse me --dgn melambai2 tangan ku didepan mata nyer--)
amoi : yes..
aku : can i sit next to you? (ar dengar pun...penat aku panggil td)
amoi : can2..... (sambil alihkan beg dia)
aku : thank you (sambil amik tmpt duduk)
amoi : i think they should provide more chair to us
aku : yeah(dlm hati, ntah bodoh tool airport lawa kerusi tadaaa)

duduk la aku di tepi amoi itu dan tepi aku sblh kanan lak pokok bunga....tnggu nyer tnggu....sempat la aku g toilet 2 kali, skali flight delayed....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
geram sungguh...aku benci tol la bab2 delayed nih! aku pun ape lagi, berbekalkan ipod kesayangan ku itu, aku pun meng-log in internet...thank God ade gak internet...I was so thankful at that time...kalo x de mati kutu aku kat situ.It was 3 am at that time

At 5 am, we were allowed to go on board. We're supposed to arrive at KLIA at 2.30pm on saturday but then we arrived at 4.30pm. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Skang ni kan msia tgh kecoh2 psl H1N1, sesampai je kat KLIA, mamat pengawai kesihatan tu pun..."ar fill up the form arr" aku pun ye2 tau la

nasib la masa aku sampai tu, hari agak2 mendung so x panas sangat la...tapi hari ni je, aku rasa nak jeritt je...........knape la bumi msia ni panas sgt???
makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..........rase nak balik uk balik...gler x sedar diri aku ni...
hehehe
serius panas gler.bila kat uk lak, sejuk nak mati. arr bykk la complaint. teruk sungguh!
nampak nyer kena la aku bertahan......
balik uk lak nanti, aku pun kena bertahan.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

buat masa skang ni, i have nothing to do at home, still jet-lagged. ahahah alasan untuk tdo!

Vienna Pic.

2009-06-19T17:06:00.000-07:00

Summer Epics!

2009-06-19T13:19:00.000-07:00

Back from prague and can't really describe it. It was totally utterly awesome! cantik sangat2. I was fascinated with the city and really jealous with student who live there! How on earth they can study there?? I just can't believe it was really...really awesome..phenomenal! I bet that england was not that beautiful. Prague was known as a crystal city and I agreed with that. Every single street full of shops selling crystal stuff. People said that crystal in prague quite cheap but for me it wasnt differ back then in malaysia. maybe la murah skit kot! naah I dont know, I wasnt a crystal collector. In prague, they use koruna as a currency. For 1 pound, it will be something like 25 koruna so dont get scared when you see unbranded t-shirt hundreds of koruna!

When we mentioned about prague, my first thought would be communist. Yes, before this, czech republic was under communist colonies. But now, they are free. However, they still afraid of that. biasa la tuh.... First day, we went to prague castle and visited tempat2 sejarah at the surrounded area. Not bad la....suma cantik but as a europe country, cathedral tu ade gak la...perkara wajib tuh, x leh tinggal nyer. We reached at the information centre to buy tickets. Then my friend asked 200++ koruna from me and I was so shocked coz it cost me 200++ to go in the old cathedral. Then again I realized that Im at prague....ahahaha hundreds of koruna just cost me a few pound. We went to the castle, cathedral, old prison and ape ntah....x ingt dah namenyer. But just one word from me, fantastic.

Then, we sempat amik2 and pose dgn askar2 czech yg agak2 kacak! fuh!! best2. During that, I remembered my friend's advice. Kalo jumpa org hensem jgn lak nak pegang2 or touch.....ahahaha..due to swine flue virus nih, he kept on telling me dont do that. Just one thing in my head, sejak bila plak aku jumpa org hensem aku touch...ahahhaha anyway thanks dude for worrying about me! really appreciate it ;)) Hana guided our ways. She has been there last year so she knew the right path. We're fully depended on her. We jalan2 sampai rase nak tercabut kaki. But dont really care about that coz we're too excited to explore prague. Later then, lapar gler. Went to one beriani restaurant and it was superb. kenyang gler. Terus jalan lagi. Petang tuh, we went to kayuh2 boat! Hana kayuh with nora and the rest with me. At fiirst, I thought that didi want to sit at the back so I just took the driver sit with fardia. Then, didi asked me that she wanted to kayuh2....I was so happy coz im so malas nak kayuh2 nih! ape lagi....duduk belakang I just snapped photos of us. so lucky duduk je x wat ape....hehehe...forgot to mention that im mabuk sungai, tasik, laut....kolam x pun. hehehe dah la lepas makan rase cam nak throw up je masuk tuh! tapi dok blakang wowww bahagia! hehe

Malam tu jugak, we traveled to vienna(austria) by bus. It was 5 hours journey. Nothing to see during night so we're just tdo. We checked in straight away after we arrived at vienna. By 11 o'clock, we already headed to vienna city. We then tried to find KFC. Kat vienna, KFC halal...so apelagi....jumpa je KFC, suma senyap....makan dgn gelojohnyer! wahhhh....best2.

My belly was full. gler penuh susah nak gerak...hehehe...Lepas tuh, jalan lagi. This time, we went to Schönbrunn Palace, a.k.a summer palace. Palace ni hanya digunakan ketika summer . If winter diorg akan g duk Hofburg Imperial Palace. Dalam palace nih, x leh amik gambr. It really made us upset coz we already thought that it will be great if we can snap a photo in there. We paid almost 20 euro to join the palace tour. I was so fascinated with the palace interior design. Cantik gler waaa ckp luuu.....and that day, we learnt something about austria history not really austria history kot....more to diorg nyer raja2. These two palace were totally phenomenal. cantik sangat2 and I can't imagine how much they spend to build these two magnificent palace. We spent almost a day to complete our tour but again it really worth it. Dinner that night, makan KFC lagi...hehehe

Next day a.k.a last day at vienna, we went to Hofburg Imperial Palace. Dalam palace ni ade tunjuk macam mane diorg latih askar berkuda bila winter. I didnt have chance to go in coz we didnt really have time and I wouldnt willing to spend 20 euro again to visit palace...x cukup duit wehhh...jadi la dah g semalam....but deep in my heart I really want to. x pe la...My mission x complete lagi mase tuh. My mission if Im visiting any country I will look for snow globe @ water ball @ whatever... Tempat last ktorg visit, funfair. This funfair quite differ with other funfair coz kat sini ade the oldest ferris wheel. Who ever created it at that time was really brilliant and creative. Kat funfair tu la, I bought Vienna snowglobe. Know how much it cost me?? Holy cow!! 16 euro for nothing. gler cekik darah....tapi nak wat camne, snowglobe collector like me will spend any amount as long as puas hati (even though I already knew that im wasting my money). At last, PUAS HATI. Petang tu jugak ktorg balik prague.

At Prague, we went to old and new town to find souvenirs to family and friends. I bought t-shirt, snowglobe(of course), gelang2 for sis and mum, and honey cake. I just want to laugh when I remember how we're bargaining items. Macam itik cakap dgn ayam coz they didnt understand english and we didnt understand diorg nyer language. siap tanya ktorg balik alas meja dlm english ape....hehehe...lawak tol! x kisah la janji ktorg dah dpt ape yg nak! Setelah jalan2 almost 2 weeks, we already exhausted. This trip was fun and I really enjoyed it. Im now really looking forward to go to Milan then balik msia.

Hols

2009-06-01T13:18:00.000-07:00

Now im officially finished my 2nd year...yeayy
kind of lega bila exam habis. Thank God!

Straight away after I finished my exam, went home and helped k.hana buat donut. It was fun and awesome. I never thought that making donut just a piece of cake...kacang la jugak. Hasil nya, phenomenal!

Next day, woke up quite early in the morning, then walked to NEXT. I got heels for mama there. Luckily not so high..I really love it. Made with straws(I guess) and beige in colour. On the way home, Pie called me and asked whether I want to join him go to Kak Aini's house. Me and K.hana just agreed coz we dont have things to do and another thing just want to see kak aini since we didnt see her such a long time...she's busy with her work and us, busy with our exams. When we arrived at her place, me and k.hana was so surprised. Kak Aini want to move out from current house. She just called everyone and asked us to give her hand. In the first place, I didnt aspect that she wants to move out. I thought that Pie just want to visit her. Right after that, we helped her move things to her new house. To be honest, I just sat there and watched abang2 move things out....hehehe...didnt do anything...just hang around and chit chat.

In the afternoon, they already tired. Me then, tetiba je....angin x de ribut pun x de, "Pie, jom g crabbing nak ak??" dgn muka penuh berharap. Everyone stared at me. Pie then, "OK, jom la...nak pegi pukul bape?" I was like yeayyyyyy.....suka nyer dpt g crabbing. lame x buat..Last year went crabbing with kak shikin and abg mior. It was fun and I really enjoyed it. This year was so blessed. We got a bucket of crabs. Seriouly banyak. mmg best.

Hari Jumaat lak, went to llandudno. Its a shopping day. Bangun pagi and I was into shopping that day. Tapi....x beli ape sgt...llandudno best cantik je shopping ok laaa.....chester best lagi!

sabtu, went out lagi. party2 with mates kat bangor pier. best juge! sunny all day and panas gler cam msia!

ahad, g umah baru kak betty. OMG best gler umah dia. besar, selesa, murah plg penting dkt dgn school. jealous sgt! noon, went for crabbing again...but this time we got 1/4 of the bucket...sedih gak la

isnin, kept all my stuffs at our new house. sooo penat.

Tomorrow, will go fishing with abg ali. Musim Mackerel now!!

Me....Me...Me..

2009-05-25T11:46:00.000-07:00

Me now, in the hols mood. Actually my exam still on going.....I got 2 papers left, law and audit

By this Wednesday, after 4pm, I will be free, and that's it. Move to the next phase this coming september, 3rd year.. cam x caya 2nd year will be over in a few days lagi! Feels like just yesterday I started my 1st year...ahahaha....mimpi je la tuh....the real fact is I almost ended up my 2nd year. cepat nyer masa.

me will be getting busy by the end of this week, packing, shopping a bit for family back at home, move out from friars avenue, damn! byk gler benda kena buat. but really looking forward to that. summer holidays will be begin next week....woooooooooooooooooyeaaaaayyyyyyyyyy

got so many plans for summer hols, just tak tau cukup masa ke tak nak wat before blk msia. Hopefully sempat la.

x sabar nye nak hbs exam!!

Exam

2009-05-12T13:35:00.001-07:00

My first paper will be on this friday, 15th May. Start with business economics, good start I guess... The following papers will be finance and Quantitative methods. My last 2 papers will be on 26th and 27th of May which is law and audit.

For the last week of exam, I can say that my mind will be somewhere else...prague may be, vienna ye kot...ahahaha....cant wait to start our journey. Now, Im stuck with piles of books and papers. Need to do a lot of revision before the exam start. I will try my best to do it. I also suffered from....kind of insomnia. Dont know why it happened to me. I just cant sleep at night. I lay down on the bed but I really cant shut my eyes. Its painful somehow but it is not the end of the world. I'll be fine soon.

During this exam week, I just cant stop facebooking....hehehe...it just become one of my routine now. Wake up early in the morning and go straight to my study desk to switch my lap top on. Then start facebooking. Its really addictive. We can say that, one of the millennium disease...ahahaha maybe kind of.

I went to collect my assignments result this afternoon. Guess what the results is?? My prediction was 100% correct. I failed my statistic test....poor me. It was my fault. I didnt really studied on that. I was messed around that night before the test taken place. And during the test, I didnt got enough time to complete everything...But im grateful that my marks doesnt turn out so bad. For finance, I got just an average marks. Still grateful on that coz I did it last minutes. Now, Im not going to bother what marks I got for my assignments. Just want to concentrate on the coming exam. I believe that I still have chance to perform well.

Tomorrow, my friend will go home for good. I will definitely miss them especially little cook. Her name is Elena. She is my friend's first child. so lovely. She is one and half year, I think so. Im gonna miss colouring session with her..One thing about her, she really like to colour picture. Even though she is still small but she really interested in colouring. She will start new life in KL soon. oh gosh, it will definitely differ from here. She was born here so it must be awkward for here to stay in KL. She's get use to it later. The important fact here, Im going to miss my little cook...waaaaaaaaaaaaaa...Maybe I can meet them after I reach KL this June. I have to go now. Need to pray..... see yaa soon xxx

** adorable elena....small cook

Cookies

2009-05-04T14:21:00.001-07:00

Damn, Im so tired now. Today I baked cookies for Faye. She asked me to bake her cookies since last saturday...I wrote on my facebook's status last saturday that I was baking that day.
She saw it and asked me to save some for her. She wasnt at bangor last week, went to cardiff. At first im so lazy to do it again but since tomorrow is the last day of class so I decided to do it. I didnt expect that it will be so damn tired. Last saturday, I just helped kak hana and today I made it on my own.

At first, I was so excited to do it. Went to morrisons, bought everything, chocolate chips, cherries, butter, all stuffs for making cookies. When I came home, I started to make it. I was assisted by cik kam and kak hana. My first attempt, ahaahahah seriously failed!!!

I didnt know where it went wrong. Even my Guru, K.hana, she didnt know why my cookies look so ugly!! At first, we assumed that I put too much chocolate chips in there and because of that the mixture was quite heavy so the shape will look a bit weird...but then when she's going over her recipe again, we then know where I went wrong.

Instead of put in 225 g flour in the cookies mixture, I put 125 g flour. that's why my cookies look so weird and awful. May be I overlooked....yeah I guess so. Later then, I made a new cookies mixture. Stress betul buat cookies nih!!

**cherry flavour

Finally, berjaya juga but the cookies shape was not really cute! ok laa... I really hope that Faye didnt mind about that.... Now, I just want to sleep and sleep....I will bake more after the exam over..If I still have time laaa...if not, beli kat kedai je la jawabnyer.

**Fudge and sultana

** for faye!

Randomness of me!

2009-04-30T14:07:00.000-07:00

"Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head

Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say
to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
so we never fall down again"

Hola Amigos, Im singing now....yuhoooooooooooooo, Baila..baila amigos!! (cam gila la plak, hehe) still have time to enjoy (so bad) I was so busy last 2 weeks so this is the right time to rest before I start my exam a.k.a hectic week my exam will start on 15th and end on 27th start with business economics and end up with auditing wowwww 5 papers in 2 weeks God, really need Your help here!! Hopefully, I can do it! InsyaAllah.

After exam, I need to pack all my stuff, we're moving out, soon. Damn!! I hate packing lagi2 la nak pindah memindah nih! adoiii penat la but in long term, I dont have to walk almost 20 minutes a day to reach maa school. The thing is I already tired with that. Not really tired, Im happy living here but if I can get a place that somehow near my school, it would be better. I dont have to get up very early in the morning and rush to the lecture, seriously penat sgt2. Thinking of buying car?? ahaha..sounds like car advert.. kadang2 ade gak but i dont have uk license and i dont want to drive manual car! I almost forgot how to drive manual car. It's remind me of something...jeng...jeng

last 3 weeks, we went to Alton Towers, somewhere near stoke on trent. Alton Tower is one of the most famous theme park in UK. We're kind of crazy that day, ye la lepas naik suma ride....damn cool but in the end suma dapat headache! We rode on extreme ride like an oblivion damnn gler that ride! pastu move to rita laa "Queen of speed" and the last ride yang totally gler, "Nemesis" To be honest, x nak naik lagi dah....waaaaaaaaa I almost kill myself that day. Lepas je park tu close, me and cik kam wanted to drive our ford focus (pinjam la kan). Kak betty suddenly offered herself to be our "cikgu driving". At the same time, abg azamie and the gang kat sebelah, lepaking + makan2 skit(ala2 tea time) before we gerak balik....lapar gler kot time tuh... Me and cik kam just didnt bother them coz we're too excited to drive our ford focus, so our concerntration mostly on that car. I was the one who started, cik kam at the back (watched me) and kak betty just beside me, gave me the guidance.

taraaaaaaaaaaa......show time.... trutt......truttt (the eingine began to start)....then kak betty "tekan clucth, masuk gear, tekan minyak kasi naik, then lepas clutch slow2) me then, "ok2, jap ek cuba nih"

suddenly, troooppppppp, "ahhahahahahahahahaha" abg azamie and the gang kat sebelah gelak ahahaha our ford focus tersedak-sedak dibuat nye and suddenly stopped. we're in the car, cant stop laughed seriuosly, lawak kak betty then asked me to try again this time, I tried to concerntrate more than just now.

luckyly, this time, everything went smoothly but I dont know when to change the gear... After that, I changed my place with cik kam so she's the driver now and kak betty as usual cikgu memandu she tried to drive our babe but failed....hehehe dah biasa bawak auto so we tend to forget everything about manual car...so bad. Gang abg azamie still senyum and gelak ahahahaha lawak sgt2.... but at least we still have an efffort to try...ok what will keep that in my memory forever and ever sbb nyer sgt lawak mase tuh..

Gonna miss Alton Towers.....hmmm but I can join my class mate this june. They are planning to go there. They asked me just now whether im coming with them after the exam finish. I love to hang out with them but it depends on the date and transport. Its hard to reach there if you dont have your own transport...lebih kurg genting la nih but here then dont have public transport to go there....if im not mistaken la...but if ada kind of susah gak laa...another thing, I'll be leaving early in june to cardiff so depends la kann but really love to join them!!! Hopefully, they can come out with good date then.

Hmmm...I got less than 2 weeks before the exam start. After finish this exam, unofficially I will be closed to 3rd year....hehehe....woww....everything going so fast these days. I cant imagine me graduate and after that looking for work!! Gosh! I love to be a student rather than beg for a job out there in this economic condition....arghhh Im not willing to do that. But sooner or later, I need to face it. Ok2, I'll write again soon....sleepy now. Bueno Noche.véale pronto amigos!! Adios! **our babe, ford focus **scary is it?? this is nemesis
**Oblivion **spinning whizzer

Summer!!!

2009-04-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

Summer??
what's going to happen??
ahahaha

Holiday maaaaaaaa
I got so many plan during that....pokai la gue!
but its going to be fun!

yeah!!!
really can't wait

Before that, need to sit for an exam...almost 2 weeks...dushhhhhhhhh
its ok
after that I will travel to Europe, having fun there..hopefully summer this year will be awesome
like last year when I went to Paris, damn hot! Everyone got burned! It almost 40 degrees. It just like hell...but we having so much fun there. We went to eiffel tower, notre dame de paris, arc de triomphe, disneyland of course and other places, we covered everything if im not mistaken. I really love arc rather than eiffel tower. but both gorgeous...If I get a chance to go again, I will definitely visit arc! Beautiful monument. wanna see arc picture?? here it is.

see, gorgeous is it?? hope that I can visit it again! We were lucky when we visited paris coz we got Mus as our tour guide! Guess what, when we stopped for lunch at one "halal" french restaurant, mus talked to the waiter in french and suddenly, that guy thought that mus is a frenchman and the rest of us got jealous with him coz he can speak french fluently! Thanks mus, because of you, the rest of us can have a nice tour. At there, we traveled by metro and cruise! exciting huh?? kind of. we didnt get a chance to see paris from the top of Eiffel Tower during that. Gosh....we cant stand to wait and queued for almost a day just to buy tickets to the top of eiffel tower...damn crazy!Its summer and most people travel during that coz day is getting longer than night, so it make sense why there so many people queued for that.

**us...just arrived there, at the back ET

Disneyland...best2 but didnt get a chance to ride everything, mane yg sempat je...we rode spaceship(kind of rollercoaster), waaaaaa, everyone got headache after that, its too fast + it was dark inside the spaceship. Everyone just tried to kill themselves by rode it....hahaha....after turun semua nenong-nenong....pening!

** Disneyland theme park

**Notre dame de paris

** captured by an oldman, he cant stop smiling at us! ahaha

**tired, after the whole day jalan-jalan

Hmmm.....I really miss all my pal from sheffield, we went there togehter, Hope that we can travel along together next time!

That's last year summer. This year would be much...much better, I hope so! Wanna know my plan for this summer??
Okay here it is:

1) Bangor---> Cardiff---> Bristol--->Prague--->Vienna---> Poland
I will travel with friends during this trip

2) Bangor--->Manchester---> Dubai---> guess what????? KL, Malaysia
Travel alone.....cant wait!!

see, im going to be pokai after that! oh gosh!!!
I really hope that my plan is going to work! Ya Allah, selamatkan lah perjalanan hambamu ini!

Oh my god, its a daydreaming...hehehe....exam pun belum dah sibuk nak jalan
hehehe
sorry about that
Okay2, need to stop now!
see yaaa!

xoxo

MySpace vs Friendster vs Facebook

2009-04-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

what a common title!
ok this is how it begins

when I was in high school, I preferred Friendster as my social networking. I was introduced to it by one of my friend. As I said, I am not an IT savvy so at that time, I was so excited when used it. I even "tuang" my class just because of Friendster, I was so addicted to it! damn! During that, I only got less than 50 friends. But later on, after I graduated from my high school, I kept on using it as a communication device rather than using my handphone. free wat using net!
hehehe
As a result, I met so many friends there! I also met my old pals--my classmates during primary school...one words that came out from my mouth at that time "AWESOME" somehow its sounds good but in a real fact, I spent hours and hours online which is wasting my time, cant be bother to do anything else, just want to sit in front of my computer and online for all the time...cant get off from my computer!

Now at Uni. again, my friend introduced me to myspace. At first, I was so excited but later on I felt that its just a same thing as friendster. The purpose is still the same, social networking. I also had same friends as Friendster. Most of us, had both account. At uni, its hard for me to update my MS account. My uni internet connection kind of "lembab" so sad! I had to wait until I got home to online. As usual, at micasa, mum asked me to assist her doing houseworks. Eventually I didnt really have time to online. so my MS quite left behind.....

Arrived in Uk and I was shocked a bit, my friend here, she doesnt know friendster and MS......ahahaha
I was soo syiook sendiri using it back home. In order to get in touch with my friend here, I decided to sign in Facebook. Here, facebook are really famous, even in lecture, they still facebooking! I dont even know when they concentrate on listening to our lecture. but most of them are brilliant! its unfair! Even in Uni, facebook is a one of the important communication medium. For example, 2nd year psychology student, they had their own project group on facebook. Any updates will be posted on group's page so everbody doesnt have to spend time meeting outside. They just can discuss it via group's forum.. sounds great is it?? hehehe...but my school doesnt provide any kind of that facilities....poor me!(its ok, i dont have any project for 3rd year.....yuuuuuuuuu,,,hehehe). My friend used to invite me to their birthday party via facebook. you just can sent the invitation to all your friend list and they can make a confirmation straight away whether to attend or not. It will much organise when we use it. Pencinta Alam should use faceb0ok so that they can save our plant and our earth( didnt use paper at all.....sooo pecinta alam). Not only for birthday party, we still can use it for any event.

So after that, I was facebooking hours a day! yushhhh.....again and again, Im just wasting my time. APE LAAA NAK JADI!!

Ok, based on my experiences(cam conclusion dlm essay plak) , i love those social networking but when it come to the features, frankly speaking, I prefer facebooking!! its fun, best2, syiook juga, buang banyak masa juge!
hehehe
I think my preferrences changed as im getting older. I do love friendster and myspace when I was teenager and now at the beginning of 20's, facebooking much---much fun and more adult!---> betul ke?? hehehe I dont know
Addicted again!

Whatever we prefer, there must be a good reasons on that. No arguing! ahahaha---> doesnt bring any benefits if we keep on arguing on that, sesungguhnya I belive these kind of net things are wasting our time.---I was part of the group(group yg suka buang masa)----hehehe

Before I finish my posts today, I got something to share with everyone. here, i posted a video from youtube, watch it and try to understand the lyrics....I got this from Arief (cowok indon) , thanks dude!

Blogging thing

2009-04-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

blogging??? what the hell is that???
social networking??? yeah kind of but i think it will be similar to electronic diary
hmmm....yeah maybe
i used to wonder why people like to blogging nowadays
but i couldnt get any answer for that
and i also asked myself "what's the purpose of blogging???"
i just smiled and answered to myself i dont know.
But from my perspective, the purpose of blogging its just similar to other social networking such as friendster and facebook...inform friends about their updates....maybe naah i dont know, it just from my point of view.
different people has different perspective
i used to hate blogging and now i ended up by come out with my own blog, such a ***jerk*** but its ok since i already got one, i will stop wondering why people do blogging....aahahaha...mmg jerk habis!

actually i wasnt supposed to blogging now coz i need to finish my assignments but ended up by stranded with this s****d blogging
ahahaha
my fault!
arghhh
actually this is my first time using this blogging thing
frankly speaking, i didnt know how to use it!!!! so embarrassing!
i didnt know how to leave comment on others blog
OMG, to be honest, i am not "IT savvy" person!
lol

i think i should stop now, continue my work and sleep early,
i have to work tomorrow, wanna earn extra money for summer!
big plan!!!
cant wait for summer!
bye winter
i will definitely miss yaaa
L O V E winter
i shall meet you again next year!
i dream of white winter for next year, hope that bangor will snow next year.
got to go now, im nagging too much here, shall stop now~~
will write again later!