My vocab slowly disappear and I told myself that I have to start writing again! Yeah its time. Ok today nothing much to update. During lunch time, I read online newspaper and pretty shocked when I saw news on Citybank Group, resignation of group CEO.It was reported that the day after Citybank announced their quarter result, the CEO stepped down from the throne. Its quite weird plus the quarter result reported a positive and good growth. But according to rumours, the CEO was forced to leave. Even newspaper reported, the relationship between the chairman and the CEO was not in the good condition. Apparently the CEO left the company in a good condition but a part from that, their shares dropped around 90cents due to the news. Pretty bad right?? I was amazed with the CEO by the way. I read his profile and he's a genius! I just cant imagine people with elec eng background can managed big company such as citibank. I wasnt really surprised since he already worked with morgan stanley before joined citi. But impressive. He went to Uni at the age of 16 and obtained master as well as phd at young age. I just ponder now, after this to where actually he's heading to?? I mean which company he would join? Interesting.I have to be alert starting from now on. So many thing happened in one time and to keep track I have to be sensitive to those kind of infos. Ciao bella, bueno noches

Morning peeps! I'm early today. Just want to put on quick shout out. This week, people will be on leave as festive season approaching. I'm not really sure whether I'm looking forward to it. To be honest, this year, I was so busied with so many things. Too many things came at one time. Ok different topic, yesterday, a friend of mine approached me to borrow some money.To be fair, I'm not good at it. Because it happened to be last time when that person borrowed my money, heshe (haha) never pay back! not even single cent! Heshe was so kind to me all the time but for me when it comes to money I become stingy as I know its hard to earn money and other people can simply using it! Not fair to me right?? I felt so bad when I rejected heshe request but anyway I cant be too kind to people right? At the end of the day, I dont want to suffer from whatever things that other people do. For me, If I allowed heshe to borrow my money, I can see in the future there is no guarantee heshe wont borrow from me again! plus when it comes to pay back time, for sure I'm a bit reluctant to ask! It will definitely reflect back to me that I didnt trust heshe. I just want to remind myself though, there are so many kinds of people. And each of them behave differently and its up to me how to judge them coz at the end of the day, I dont want to tied up or clean their mess a.k.a shit! Number two, being kind is really noble but too kind, its just a wrong thing! Bear in mind, some people like to take advantage on it. As of now, I have to behave appropriately according to situation. These days, sometimes I become heartless.Its hard to do that but for my own sake, I have to do it. I was too good back then but now I have to brush off some of my kindness just to give myself space to express things that I dont like. For instance, normally at the office, when others try to fire back a silly question which they already know the answer, I definitely throw back silly answer to them. But sometimes I choose to keep quiet as I dont want to add the tension. Sometimes when I blurted out things I hate, I do feel guilty coz I'm kind off expressing negative elements but I think its more healthy rather than tell people. Anyway both are good. At least, I dont keep it inside and once things are done, its done. Anyway thats all, negative elements on the morning, yawwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn hehe Hope everything goes well today! Have good one amigos! ciao

Quick One!

I've been wanted to update my blog almost everyday but no time. A bit awkward since I haven't update anything for quite sometimes. Yes, obviously so many things happened these days but not really sure what to mention first. I'm in the mood to review facial products hahaha. Last few weeks, I bought Chanel facial wash and mask. I was so happy since the price is much cheaper than SKII. Very unfortunate, the range did not suit me well. My face started to generate excess oil and finally clogged my pores. Obviously it created more pimples. In my mind, expensive products should be damn good. Back to the basic, Chanel is an european brand and of course it doesnt suits asian needs. Too bad, I dont think I can use it anymore. **sigh** Secondly, from now on, I think I need to write and read more. My vocabulary starting to fade away since I haven't practise it. All of sudden, I feel hard to speak english and sometimes, I cant think the correct words for certain point of time. Its a shame. Thirdly, these days, I can easily get sleepy for no reason. Last time, it only happen everytime I try to read guidelines or any academic material. Now, even though I'm doing calculation bit, I can get easily distracted by this syndrome. Anyone knows how to treat this? I dont want it to last longer coz my colleagues will look at me as though I'm a lazy person at the office. Please...................... Fourthly,time really flies. Now, we already in the second half but too bad so many things pending.**sigh** I really wanted to travelling around the globe, but too bad lack of money and time. By now, I should identified where I should go and have a good time. Any suggestion?? Friends. Really subjective matter. So far, I had met so many types of friends. Some of them, really good one. But the rest, kind of good but.....you can interpret by yourself. Some of it really try to kill you but in a silent manners which is more dangerous I suppose. Anyway, I just try to be me, not too good and not too bad. Just balance. I wanted to write more since I'm really in the mood but need to kick a start for office works. So maybe next time we continue the session? yeah obviously. Ciao.

Drop dead gorgeous

I'm not going to blurt out fashion thingy here but just want to share my new obsession. Lately, I'm quite fascinated with lipstick. This time with sephora lipstick. There was one day, I went to sephora just to loiter around and obviously just waste my time. But I checkout on their stuffs, fair enough, fantastic I would say so I decided to give a try on their lipstick. The one that I bought was a little bit pinkish and of course with lots of glamorous glitters. Damn sexy! Lol


Anyway, the result was so nice and I bought a second ones but this time nude color with glitter. Next round, I should try dior as well coz their color is so seducing type hahaha. At the moment, I have quite big collection on lip care. Need a good pay sp next round I can try channel also. For mac and bobbi brown, I haven't try not even ones. I think their collection pretty dramatic really unsuits me though. But we'll see incase I change my mind .... Haha

Ok enough! See ya 💋

Early bird

As usual, I arrived at the office quite early. A bit demotivated since most of my colleagues are on annual leave.Pretty sad coz I wanted to apply but my boss said I have to consider my members unit since they also wanted to take leave. They are inconsiderate coz they never discuss with me that they want to take and now I have to stand by at the office but them, happily on leave. What on earth is that! I know its suck but that's life anyway.

Forget about that, I realised this December I changed a lot. I don't even know why it happened but I noticed my changes. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone! Its not my intention to do that but seriously I can't really take stupid jokes at the moment. I can easily hurt and moody. I'm not that type of person but this time, I have no idea why I act like that.

I wanna go for holiday but last minute like this plus near christmas, everything will be overpriced and I know, I can't afford it. Might as well now, I put aside my money and plan for next good trip instead.

I'll be bitching more next time, off to work!

December

So many things happened this year but I didnt record any in here. 2011 is almost end but I dont feel like its going to end.

From electronic business I moved to insurance industry....from 22, I turned to 23 now.....its been a year since I graduated from uni...Oh me God, so many things!

1st Decem- I listened to My December- linkin park. I reminisced back whatever things that I've done all these year. Its really bring tears!

Mid Decem- I'm still same old me.

Actually I dont really know what to mutter since I stop blogging since I joined my current company. plus my writing skills now getting worst....haihh

But I do feel happy whenever I see my page coz I managed to change my background back to normal!

Hey respect me when I'm using the highway man!

Finally, I changed my page layout. At least better than last time...

Nothing much to talk about...but this topic came across me since this evening..

I was driving home around 6pm just now. When I almost reach toll counter, we had to queue to wait for our turn. Then, came one SUV wanted to cut queue..TBH this kind of attitude, I don't like at all. Cruelty was all over me and I can't control it so I didn't give him chance to join my queue.

This morning, everywhere was so damn jammed. One of my colleague, she told us that she tried to switch lane but did it illegal (cut queue)...One lady stopped her and raised her hand as a sign she against my friend action..Then when she reached office, she told us about that...Then another friend asked her whether she tried to cut queue..she admitted. So who's fault is this???? I didn't comment anything though.

We always create rules and at the same time, do something against rules that we already created. Some says, "Rules are made to be broken". In the first place, why we need to create one if we already knew that we're going to break it???

But its simple. Discipline and good attitude help a lot in this matter. You can drive luxury car on the road but if your attitude is super bad, no reason for other people to pay respect to you.