Monday, 30 November 2009

Howdy friends...

Its been along time aku x update blog ni, sgt mls since skang super duper busy. x la busy sgt pun sbnrnye....standard aku la...malas..

Ok skang ni Im so busy with coursework, nak hbs sem ar byk la yg nak kena hantar, awl2 dulu mls nak buat skang terhegeh-hegeh la siapkan.... another thing, I actually joined the IBM contest since one of the group member kuar x tau la knape, then marwan invited me to join them, thank god finally got it....I was so happy when he called me and invited me but then when I went to the meeting, damnn...I was quite left behind and I hate it. really need to catch up and to be honest, I felt that I want to quit but then think about it again, marwan already gave me a chance to join then I spoil it....so as a result, I just go with the group. Game x la susah, but I need to do some calculation part and have to be good in business practically. My group members consist of 2 chinese and 2 caucasian. Chinese guy in my group was extremely good in business even my group leader actually depend on him. every week he came out with all those market ratio, market info ohh whatsoever la....gler brilliant! as usual I just stared at them since im not business student but I did the calculation part ok! Now, we just wait for the last trading result for round 1, if we get through then we practically get to the semi final which held around uk, london, birmingham, ediburgh...lets pray to Allah that I can make it! really wanna be in semi final!


ok2, enough for IBM. last 2 weeks, I went to manchester and of course la singgah primark...primark ni kedai baju yg sgt murah dan cantik but the quality not really good. basically what you paid, then you got it la. I dont care about that, I spent 60 pound la kan, wahahaha....x leh blah kan. skali skala ok la kan. tetiba teringat something. people when they're not rich they will go to some kind of this shop la kan but when they rich, they just pretend dont know this shop. Hey boleh jalan la......I hate this people, cam lupa daratan laa kan, dulu masa ko susah2 same2 je g dgn aku, primark la kan, but then when you tetiba kaya, ko tengok aku pun x nak....GTH la. When they got JIMMY CHOO, oh god, I dont know primark, where is that?? ahaha bodoh sungguh! ok actually, i wasnt refer this to primark at all, sape yg mkn cili terasa la pedas nyer.... mls nak terang pnjg2, biar aku je la yg faham.


oh x sabar nak cuti. this year im not going to europe, mahal ok and x untung langsung. uk currency dropped from last year so mmg x untung. This year jalan2 uk je la kot. duit lg mau kuar.........argghh. Esok start december, one month before new year..... sungguh cepat! then exam, then class, cuti, exam and finally grad! keje then! arggh bosan sungguh! bleh tak x keje??? ahahah, ok you can kick me!

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Torn apart

We're always hoping for something good to happen. Even though we didnt put high hope on it we're still hoping for the best right? yeah.

When the result turn the other way around, I believe that we torn apart. We kept saying in our heart that we didnt really put high hope but we still upset about it. I can't really say im ok with that but I always remind myself that I dont deserve that. I deserve something much2 better than that. (sedapkan hati)

By the way, I got a lot of things to do so dont really have time on that. If I join them, I may lose concentration on my studies. Now on, dont want to bother about all those things. Lot of opportunities out there and much2 better than IBM. Move on girl!!

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

£ 150 such a good investment right ??

Business Law by Denis Keenan and Sarah Riches £ 25

Principles of Marketing by Philip Kotler, Gary Armstrong 3rd European Edition £ 10

Principles of external auditing by Brenda Porter, Jon Simon and David Hatherly, 2nd edition £ 10


Me now selling all those books since I need money to buy new books for 3rd year. Anyone interested just hit me back yaaah.


Need to collect £150 to buy all stuffs for 3rd year. Consequences: no plan for holiday----no money laaaa but good investment for my future.

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

Go Away My dear

Can't even see you again. Totally hate you..... but you...........

still come near to me, please!!! leave me alone. don't wanna think about you. The fact is I can't really stay far away from you. Even though I hate you damn much, deep down in my heart, I still need you. You'll definitely light up my life but I can't really love you.

Oh God, why this happened to me???? Sometimes I wondering, why should you come to me again, why dont you just go away??? I can't even hide myself from you. You'll definitely know where I am.


To be honest, I hate you "Probability" but I know I'll be dealing with you the rest of my life...........

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Sahur

adoiii dull sgt kan entry aku nih??? ye sgt2...whatever la..

kalo kat msia, normally we eat something heavy la kan cam nasi but here Im too lazy to go downstairs so I prefer frosted shreddies for my sahur meal. ahahaa malas sungguh kan aku ini. ar mesti korg heran, nak makan benda alah ni pun kena gak amik susu kat dlm peti ais kat bwh tuh...

dgn aku x yah susah....ahaha. aku just bukak tingkap then grab it. turun dr langit. hikhik...ok the truth is I never keep my milk in the fridge. just kept it outside. superr malas kan.. organic la katakan. sini dah start sejuk so no prob la kalo kita letak makanan2 sejuk beku diluar fridge. tp kalo ais krim tu, waa x tau la...cair jugak kot.

Got some bread here, but jemu la makan roti hari2... tmbh2 sahur plak...tp bedal je la. puasa pun tnggl bape hari dah. then raya. then aku start klass...hmmm same things goes around lg. dah name pun student x kan la bukak semester aku g holiday....apekah????

Today's plan

5.30 am : try to finish my assignment given by dr. aziz yg dah lame kasi tp aku x buat2 lg

12.00 pm: meeting with marwan...yeaaay ahahaa...date dgn mamat ensem mane x suka aku

3.00 pm : wat bubur pisang + jagung, ye la hari2 kak zana masak, naik segan gak aku

7.30 pm : ape lg melantak la u'olls


dlm byk2 agenda ni, im looking forward to meet marwan....ahaha kenapakah???? nnt la aku citer.

Move on

nothing much to say here. I arrived at bangor on 13th and really missed home that time. pejam celik dah 3 bulan aku blk msia. so now its the right time to move on la kan. looking forward sgt nak start klass. hopefully i can finish everything cepat2.

sini raya hari ahad. me, im not looking forward pun nak raya. cam aliaa ckp colourless eid. dia ckp camtu sbb ayah dia dah x de.aku rs la....ape2 pun slamat hari raya suma... knape bg aku colourless?? ar sbb masa puasa tu my atuk already cooked ketupat rendang suma so im not into raya sgt laa. lg satu no bj raya this year. Mum tried to find one for me but me dont want any. benci laaaa. dah berkenan x de size......bodoh. penat je try...ape2 pun bj kurung kat sini pun dah byk so x de yg br pun x pe coz me just wear it once. ahahha siot kan.

ape lg ek yg mahu dibebelkan?? hmmm
no idea la..
ok2 ape pun selamat hari raya again and maaf zahir batin. may this eid bring us meaningful eid.

Monday, 24 August 2009

Ramadhan

Before I start bebelling x tentu arah just wanna wish "selamat berpuasa" to everyone. May this Ramadhan bring good things to us.


In this holy month, we are asked by God to do good things so I decided to share something interesting and we should avoid from doing it. I went to mosque most of these days and got this from there. After we finished terawih, there will be kuliyah and during that, the ustaz will explain the meaning of the surah that they recite during solat. Mom found that all those info quiet interesting so she didnt allowed me to go home early and I was like.....arghhh you know it!

Apparently, when I listened to him, I agreed with Mom. Just now, he explained about "Bomoh" and black magic. He mentioned the surah but I already forgot it...sorry but it doesnt matter as long as we understand the context. What he was trying to say is, as a muslim we're not allowed to ask a favour from "Bomoh" which is practising black magic. Syirik ok! People from the past had done this and we should learn from the past so we won't do the same thing. Even though now we're living in the millineum era, it doesnt mean that we're free from all those " Bomoh " thingy. Again, I agreed with that, definitely.


Some people this day full of hatred inside them. If they want something, they will try as hard as they can to achieve it. Dad, always remind me about that. Sometimes, they will use us to achieve their mission and of course it could be unfair. That is a real world. We can't avoid it but as a good muslim we need to know where are we sitting on this earth. Just need to remember that all those "Bomoh" thingy doesnt stay long. Back to the ustaz, he then stressed that if we want to be a good ummah just remember that this "Bomoh" thingy already exist in the past and we now need to avoid learn or practise it. InsyaAllah, we'll be loved by Allah Taala. We're not suppose to repeat any single bad things that happened in the past. However, we need to know and learn how to make our life more better than people from the past.

Cam karangan la plak but deep inside my heart, Im glad that I can share this small piece of info to everyone.