Year end

Oh me God, I haven't update anything ages.. lol Busy?? not really. These days, I just don't have gut to do anything. Back from work, I just want to rest. My brain is full with test, burn in, die, wafer all those stuffs from the plant I work with. Ok lets talk about my first day at work.

I went there quite early and as usual I was so nervous. I thought I was the one who registered on that day but then I met others. Unfortunately, no one work same cost center as mine. On the first day, I was briefed by my senior on the plant business. It was complicated than I expected but I managed to jot down important point. To be honest, it will takes time to digest those info. Hopefully, everything will be good in the end.

The environment is absolutely different than audit firm, bank or any other industries. The structure of the organization is quite flat since its US company. In here, I report straight to the manager. We don't really have senior exec, assistant manager something like that. Weird aite?? I don't think so. Until now, I'm not really clear what am I suppose to do since I'm still newbie. Luckily, they always make sure I'm on the right track. The brief idea of my job scope covers costing, reporting, analysing. Almost everything I bet.

Ok enough talk about my job. My colleague asked me yesterday about my resolution for 2011. Seriously, I never have any resolution for new year. haha.. I know that we need to pin point our dreams, ambitions so that we can focus on make it comes true. Many people always misleading this. They always make a good resolution but when the new year come, they get busy again and start to forget those resolutions that they had made before. No point isn't??. For me, no need to wait for new year to come everytime you want to make a good resolution. I would say, its really vital to make it real once you made resolutions. But people view it with their eyes so I don't have right to tell what is right or wrong to them.

Whatever it is, if you feel it good for yourself, go for it! May 2011, bring us joy, happiness and prosperity in our life.

My jeenie jeans

Since almost everyone keep on talking about their clothes, bags, accessories, etc, I think its good for me to brag about my collections. I don't really have big wardrobe but I absolutely adore everything that I have. But this time, I want to show off my jeans collection. I rarely buy jeans here. One of the reasons is because of the cutting. In here, the cutting normally suits for people with small hip and waist. If I buy one, I need to find jeans that fit my hip and ended up with big size (especially at waist) which I need to alter a bit. Frankly speaking, I really hate that part. When I went to the UK, gosh, finally I found what jeans that really suits me.

oasis sapphire jeans, cutting-not sure. Its very loose jeans and for sure it can fit anyone. Even though, its quite baggy but it look nice on me.

faded blue high waist. My one and only high waist. Got it from Next, last year christmas. One thing bad about Next clearance, they didn't provide fitting room. What I did is, I tried it on at GAP. Straight away to my wardrobe after that. ;)

skinny flare and flare. I had both. I was quite obsessed on them last year. I saw my friend wore it and I can't sleep at all thinking that I need to get them. lol. Frankly speaking, its hard to fit my hip and I spent a lot of time tried to find the perfect one.

Boyfriend jeans. I can't believe they have my size!! haha. I got it from zara. Its really nice but sometimes it look weird since you need to fold them a bit. At first, I thought that it was designed for tall but then I realised that's the style y'oll.

Bell bottom and boot cut. In here, I can't fit either since the designed of the jeans are quite tight at hip but I found few that fit me well.

boyfriend fit jeans ....the strap at the back of the jeans tell you straight away that it is boyfriend fit.

skinny jeans. Before this, I wore my skinny jeans with boots and it didn't look weird, not at all. Now I feel like "REMPIT" except that I didn't have a motor bike or they called it here, motor cabuk!

straight cut jeans. Even though, I got lots of jeans, but until now, I still use same jeans, straight cut jeans to go everywhere since its not fancy at all. just simple jeans. I need to suit those jeans with the right clothes anyway. Lazy to do soooo...lol

Blurb!

whip my hair back and forth , 4x

I don't know why I keep on singing this song...from willow smith, cute kid with loud voice.

Today, I didn't do much. Flicked friends photo albums on facebook. Most of us had already graduated since July until now. So every album contains lots of photos on graduation/convocation day.

Typical graduation day in my country, one that day, the graduates will receive bouquets of flowers, cards, teddy bears, chocolates and etc. Even near the graduation hall, they are many stalls open and sell those cute2 things. The graduates normally will dress up in a good attire on that special day. Boys they always buy a good suit. Can be black, blue or any colour they like. Girls, this is the best part. They normally spend hours even a week thinking what really suit them on graduation day.

Me, I did spend time thinking of my attire but I ended up with grey suit. It was damn simple and very last minute. Luckily, my attire was okay and I didn't go overboard. In the UK, the graduation day is really simple and the graduates normally wear like a professional. I noticed one thing about british, they like dull colours like black, brown, white. They didn't go for colourful shirts. Its really rare to see them dress up with many colours at one time but they do wear something colourful during summer but still not like in my country where everyone like bright, flowery and colourful shirts.

When I flicked through my friends convocation photos, I feel a bit jealous on them. They dressed up like wooow, boom I should say. From head to toe, damn gorgeous. Their dress, custom made! LOL. But I really grateful that I graduated from UK and I don't have to spend so much money on my dress on my graduation day. I wasn't working at that time so no money to spend on dress, fair enough. Plus, I don't think bright colours suits me well.. but still I think they were hot on their convocation day!

Secondly, they got so many things on graduation day. teddiess, chocolates.I didn't get any thing except for handbag from my parents. anyway its cost a fortune, so be grateful. lol

We didn't have a single booth selling those items during that day. But we did have booze booth and small food booth. That's why I feel so jealous on my friends convocations coz they got so many thingsssssssssssssss..............hahaha childish eh? totally!

what I got for my graduatin day, black colour. my lucky charm.

Elegant vs cute

First of all, I would say, elegant will win my heart. cute, no naah! haha

I believe that most of asian like cute thingy. From a pen to actor, must be cute. Whatever they do, they like it to be cute. Me, I don't really like to be cute. Bogus!haha, strong word eh? lol. This entry is actually everything about what I like and don't like. Lets compare what cute thingy that I don't like with my elegant thingy which I loike!

1. cake

Cupcakes are not new thing now. everywhere you go, you'll see them in every bakery. This obsession continues as seller started using facebook, blog to promote and sell their custom made cupcakes. New trend, cupcakes take over sponge cakes on engagement party as well as wedding reception. For them, those cupcakes are pretty and really made their day. As a conservative and orthodox, I like something that luxury and elegant so I would go for frosted fruit cake. I don't want small and cute cake. I want something that big, luxury and magnificent.

vs

2. dress

they think this is cute but me don't like it at all. I prefer something like

elegant yeah?? Hell yeah!

3. room

Cute bedroom always in pink colour. I like pink but when too much, I feel sick. White or peach is super better and perfect.

thumbs up

cute but I'm grown up

4. car

never ever! haha

I really like to have this one! totally elegant

There are so many elegant thingy but I'm starving right now, continue later maybe! we'll see.

Sweet tooth

Sweet tooth, fit me well! I'm missing having all those sweet delicacies. I wouldn't mind spend so much money on them. It such a great satisfaction by having sweet things. Let list down what are they.

Fudge. Any flavour will do but my favourites are double chocolate fudge, choc peanut butter, mint and vanilla. But I think the one with jack daniel, rum or baileys fudge look great as well. Sometimes when I go to fudge store, I couldn't make a decision on which one I should buy. I ended up with buying many flavours at one time. Pretty generous eh? lol. If you go to harrods, I won't advice you to try their fudge. For me, its not chewy enough, too sweet and not creamy at all.

Brownies. When it comes to brownies, I can't stop myself from buying it. Its like awww, I can't tell. I love it damn much. I always craving for this half cake. The texture is quite chewy and very very chocolatey. Not going to share it with anyone. Hahaha

macaroon. obviously this is new obsession to young people these days. It wasn't new in the industry actually. The price is quite expensive and that make a good reason why people don't really consume it. I tried it during my trip to Belgium. In Belgium, they have a good patisserie as well as good chocolate maker. The taste is like ice-cream but I was told by the patisserie that it is not an ice-cream. Fair enough, everyone know that it doesn't look like ice-cream at all.

chocolate pudding...hmmm drooling. I don't mind any chocolate pudding will do, asda, tesco, even iceland. The melted chocolate on the pudding really made my day. I won't think twice if they have an offer on chocolate pudding. The one with golden syrup, its pretty soggy. Don't really like them. Switch on ur microwave, put in there for 1 min, then enjoy it while its hot. Damn good!

Apple pie with vanilla ice-cream. I used to have my not so apple pie, apple struddle. Both have apple underneath of the pastry or roll but the one that I had without ice-cream. In vienna, in their summer palace, they grew apple and to make use it to the last, they like to prepare apple struddle. Every visitors who visited their bakery section will be given apple struddle and if they like it, they can buy it from there or even the fills are also available, in case they don't want to prepare the fills from scratch. We really enjoyed our apple struddle until we were told that there is rum in there. Guilt around us at that time.

rich fruit cake. People normally serves this cake during christmas but hell yeah, who cares if I eat it anytime, lol. I thought that the frosted sugar damn sweet but believe me it just ok, seriously.

German gingerbread. I went like lunatic when I saw this at Lidl. Fair enough since Lidl is one of the german stores,lol. I would guarantee that the taste is really different than other sweet things. It is not like any other cookie, they have soft structure and bit chewy. If you go to one of the german christmas market, go find one and taste it. The taste is like marmite, either you love it or hate it.

oreo cheese cake. I bet you that I can finish the whole pan without anyone help. lol. Some people they prefer baked cheesecake but for me go away if you like that one. It just like a fake cheesecake since you mix the mixture with flour. I really and always love the one that unbaked. You'll definitely enjoy the cheese and the sour cream. Damn creamy, luxury dessert.

Discussing about those delicacies make me starving. Awww, too bad I can't really enjoy them here.

Saturday afternoon

Yawn...

why it has to be so sleepy after taken meal?? I was wondering about this since last night. I had my dinner quite early yesterday, 7pm. I did plan to do my work after finished my dinner. Unfortunately, I ended up by taking a nap. I tried to force my eyes not to shut but then, failed. I'm having a same situation now. grrrrr

I have many things to settle before monday. In this condition, I must say that its really hard for me to concentrate on my work.ooh noo. damn it. I'm scared that I will fall asleep if I keep on looking at those financial statements. But I don't have any option though...come on strive to the future...haha random.

Back to work!

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Beware people! I'm going to start my entry with negative thing!

Hahaha Gotcha!

I just want to clarify here that I'm sick of hearing people problems. Sometimes I don't understand why people like to create problems. It didn't stop there. They then don't know how to handle it and make it worse. I don't care if they messed up with their life but I do care if their problems made my life miserable.

Being grown up, we should act maturely. In other words, avoid troubles and leave our child life behind. Some people still don't want to move on, childish, I should say. Speechless.

Whatever!