Go Away My dear

Can't even see you again. Totally hate you..... but you...........

still come near to me, please!!! leave me alone. don't wanna think about you. The fact is I can't really stay far away from you. Even though I hate you damn much, deep down in my heart, I still need you. You'll definitely light up my life but I can't really love you.

Oh God, why this happened to me???? Sometimes I wondering, why should you come to me again, why dont you just go away??? I can't even hide myself from you. You'll definitely know where I am.


To be honest, I hate you "Probability" but I know I'll be dealing with you the rest of my life...........

Sahur

adoiii dull sgt kan entry aku nih??? ye sgt2...whatever la..

kalo kat msia, normally we eat something heavy la kan cam nasi but here Im too lazy to go downstairs so I prefer frosted shreddies for my sahur meal. ahahaa malas sungguh kan aku ini. ar mesti korg heran, nak makan benda alah ni pun kena gak amik susu kat dlm peti ais kat bwh tuh...

dgn aku x yah susah....ahaha. aku just bukak tingkap then grab it. turun dr langit. hikhik...ok the truth is I never keep my milk in the fridge. just kept it outside. superr malas kan.. organic la katakan. sini dah start sejuk so no prob la kalo kita letak makanan2 sejuk beku diluar fridge. tp kalo ais krim tu, waa x tau la...cair jugak kot.

Got some bread here, but jemu la makan roti hari2... tmbh2 sahur plak...tp bedal je la. puasa pun tnggl bape hari dah. then raya. then aku start klass...hmmm same things goes around lg. dah name pun student x kan la bukak semester aku g holiday....apekah????

Today's plan

5.30 am : try to finish my assignment given by dr. aziz yg dah lame kasi tp aku x buat2 lg

12.00 pm: meeting with marwan...yeaaay ahahaa...date dgn mamat ensem mane x suka aku

3.00 pm : wat bubur pisang + jagung, ye la hari2 kak zana masak, naik segan gak aku

7.30 pm : ape lg melantak la u'olls


dlm byk2 agenda ni, im looking forward to meet marwan....ahaha kenapakah???? nnt la aku citer.

Move on

nothing much to say here. I arrived at bangor on 13th and really missed home that time. pejam celik dah 3 bulan aku blk msia. so now its the right time to move on la kan. looking forward sgt nak start klass. hopefully i can finish everything cepat2.

sini raya hari ahad. me, im not looking forward pun nak raya. cam aliaa ckp colourless eid. dia ckp camtu sbb ayah dia dah x de.aku rs la....ape2 pun slamat hari raya suma... knape bg aku colourless?? ar sbb masa puasa tu my atuk already cooked ketupat rendang suma so im not into raya sgt laa. lg satu no bj raya this year. Mum tried to find one for me but me dont want any. benci laaaa. dah berkenan x de size......bodoh. penat je try...ape2 pun bj kurung kat sini pun dah byk so x de yg br pun x pe coz me just wear it once. ahahha siot kan.

ape lg ek yg mahu dibebelkan?? hmmm
no idea la..
ok2 ape pun selamat hari raya again and maaf zahir batin. may this eid bring us meaningful eid.