Monday, 13 August 2012
Morning peeps! I'm early today. Just want to put on quick shout out. This week, people will be on leave as festive season approaching. I'm not really sure whether I'm looking forward to it. To be honest, this year, I was so busied with so many things. Too many things came at one time. Ok different topic, yesterday, a friend of mine approached me to borrow some money.To be fair, I'm not good at it. Because it happened to be last time when that person borrowed my money, heshe (haha) never pay back! not even single cent! Heshe was so kind to me all the time but for me when it comes to money I become stingy as I know its hard to earn money and other people can simply using it! Not fair to me right?? I felt so bad when I rejected heshe request but anyway I cant be too kind to people right? At the end of the day, I dont want to suffer from whatever things that other people do. For me, If I allowed heshe to borrow my money, I can see in the future there is no guarantee heshe wont borrow from me again! plus when it comes to pay back time, for sure I'm a bit reluctant to ask! It will definitely reflect back to me that I didnt trust heshe. I just want to remind myself though, there are so many kinds of people. And each of them behave differently and its up to me how to judge them coz at the end of the day, I dont want to tied up or clean their mess a.k.a shit! Number two, being kind is really noble but too kind, its just a wrong thing! Bear in mind, some people like to take advantage on it. As of now, I have to behave appropriately according to situation. These days, sometimes I become heartless.Its hard to do that but for my own sake, I have to do it. I was too good back then but now I have to brush off some of my kindness just to give myself space to express things that I dont like. For instance, normally at the office, when others try to fire back a silly question which they already know the answer, I definitely throw back silly answer to them. But sometimes I choose to keep quiet as I dont want to add the tension. Sometimes when I blurted out things I hate, I do feel guilty coz I'm kind off expressing negative elements but I think its more healthy rather than tell people. Anyway both are good. At least, I dont keep it inside and once things are done, its done. Anyway thats all, negative elements on the morning, yawwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn hehe Hope everything goes well today! Have good one amigos! ciao
Tuesday, 7 August 2012
I've been wanted to update my blog almost everyday but no time. A bit awkward since I haven't update anything for quite sometimes. Yes, obviously so many things happened these days but not really sure what to mention first. I'm in the mood to review facial products hahaha. Last few weeks, I bought Chanel facial wash and mask. I was so happy since the price is much cheaper than SKII. Very unfortunate, the range did not suit me well. My face started to generate excess oil and finally clogged my pores. Obviously it created more pimples. In my mind, expensive products should be damn good. Back to the basic, Chanel is an european brand and of course it doesnt suits asian needs. Too bad, I dont think I can use it anymore. **sigh** Secondly, from now on, I think I need to write and read more. My vocabulary starting to fade away since I haven't practise it. All of sudden, I feel hard to speak english and sometimes, I cant think the correct words for certain point of time. Its a shame. Thirdly, these days, I can easily get sleepy for no reason. Last time, it only happen everytime I try to read guidelines or any academic material. Now, even though I'm doing calculation bit, I can get easily distracted by this syndrome. Anyone knows how to treat this? I dont want it to last longer coz my colleagues will look at me as though I'm a lazy person at the office. Please...................... Fourthly,time really flies. Now, we already in the second half but too bad so many things pending.**sigh** I really wanted to travelling around the globe, but too bad lack of money and time. By now, I should identified where I should go and have a good time. Any suggestion?? Friends. Really subjective matter. So far, I had met so many types of friends. Some of them, really good one. But the rest, kind of good but.....you can interpret by yourself. Some of it really try to kill you but in a silent manners which is more dangerous I suppose. Anyway, I just try to be me, not too good and not too bad. Just balance. I wanted to write more since I'm really in the mood but need to kick a start for office works. So maybe next time we continue the session? yeah obviously. Ciao.