Early bird

As usual, I arrived at the office quite early. A bit demotivated since most of my colleagues are on annual leave.Pretty sad coz I wanted to apply but my boss said I have to consider my members unit since they also wanted to take leave. They are inconsiderate coz they never discuss with me that they want to take and now I have to stand by at the office but them, happily on leave. What on earth is that! I know its suck but that's life anyway.

Forget about that, I realised this December I changed a lot. I don't even know why it happened but I noticed my changes. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone! Its not my intention to do that but seriously I can't really take stupid jokes at the moment. I can easily hurt and moody. I'm not that type of person but this time, I have no idea why I act like that.

I wanna go for holiday but last minute like this plus near christmas, everything will be overpriced and I know, I can't afford it. Might as well now, I put aside my money and plan for next good trip instead.

I'll be bitching more next time, off to work!

December

So many things happened this year but I didnt record any in here. 2011 is almost end but I dont feel like its going to end.

From electronic business I moved to insurance industry....from 22, I turned to 23 now.....its been a year since I graduated from uni...Oh me God, so many things!

1st Decem- I listened to My December- linkin park. I reminisced back whatever things that I've done all these year. Its really bring tears!

Mid Decem- I'm still same old me.

Actually I dont really know what to mutter since I stop blogging since I joined my current company. plus my writing skills now getting worst....haihh

But I do feel happy whenever I see my page coz I managed to change my background back to normal!

Hey respect me when I'm using the highway man!

Finally, I changed my page layout. At least better than last time...

Nothing much to talk about...but this topic came across me since this evening..

I was driving home around 6pm just now. When I almost reach toll counter, we had to queue to wait for our turn. Then, came one SUV wanted to cut queue..TBH this kind of attitude, I don't like at all. Cruelty was all over me and I can't control it so I didn't give him chance to join my queue.

This morning, everywhere was so damn jammed. One of my colleague, she told us that she tried to switch lane but did it illegal (cut queue)...One lady stopped her and raised her hand as a sign she against my friend action..Then when she reached office, she told us about that...Then another friend asked her whether she tried to cut queue..she admitted. So who's fault is this???? I didn't comment anything though.

We always create rules and at the same time, do something against rules that we already created. Some says, "Rules are made to be broken". In the first place, why we need to create one if we already knew that we're going to break it???

But its simple. Discipline and good attitude help a lot in this matter. You can drive luxury car on the road but if your attitude is super bad, no reason for other people to pay respect to you.

Boom bada boom

Nothing much to brag about.

Too many things happened in one time and I dont have a gut to tell everything.

At the moment, I really like to listen to nicky minaj, super bass. Last time, used to hate her since her songs not really good. But this one, so-so. At least the rhythm is still there.

Rap songs sometimes help to make ur soul peace at least for few minutes...lol

Dont consider the lyric coz for sure out....but as long as the beat is super disco then it should be ok.

I'm not sure why now my taste is a bit differ than last time. Now, I can consider slow, jazz songs. Like Adele songs, not bad at all. I love her ascent as well as lily allen and of course drama queen, Amy winehouse. Reggeaton, a bit slow now since its hard to sing without the lyric.

But overall, 90's songs is the best. Handsome boy band, super posh girls group(just spice girl though). I was a kid during that time but music was my world. I'm not ashamed to confess that during that time, I had lyric books. HAHAHAA

Even my friend, she's super cool. Everytime she accessed internet, she will find songs lyric for me. She knew that I'm a big fan of bsb, sclub7, +++++ etc. She printed all the lyrics and got it posted to me. OMG...she's the best man! superb!

That was ages ago. Now, I can't be bothered to look at the lyric...since most of it full of rubbish. But certain songs, I'll definitely listen and digest a bit...

Time flies, now dont have handsome boy bands...Just a small kid try to gain popularity...LOL

I've grown up so much so can't be bothered to listen to naive kid! hahaa Just kidding!

**resource - google

Did I leave my shovel in my own grave??? I dont think so!

Hello (british accent)...

Its been a long time I didnt touch this page. By now, it may full with spider web...haha turn on the hoover coz we're about to clean it off!!!

Actually today, I'm having a bad day. Not really a bad day but I hate the fact that someone actually played a game with me and now, flying up high white flag. Have you ever had bad experience with beauty saloon?? I had 2.

First, totally suck. They just touched a bit my face then ok give me 300 bucks! Serious man, I feel like I want to kick them. To add on, they forced me to listen and buy their label. I told them clearly at first that Im not going to buy any product but these stupid school drop off who is now acting like a doctor in beauty center actually told me, they are not actually marketing their product they just recommend a good stuff for my poor skin. They used my skin as a reason. Hey friend, I got an A in marketing, please laa dont bluff.

Second, it happened at 11am this morning. I purposely went to this treatment for my friend sake. In this condition, I already give up in beauty treatment coz now I only depend on doctor medication which is fair enough for me. At first, the so called "experience" consultant, consulted me and told me the price for today's treatment. Im ok with it since it looks reasonable for me. Then, I gone through the treatment and I should say, first class, excellent. Then, when it came to the payment, the consultant asked me to pay 3000 bucks. Holy cow! gob smacked! She told me before I start the treatment that today's treatment will only cost me 250 and suddenly she's asking for 3000 bucks from me. What the hell is that??? Seriously my face turned to red and all the good treatments that I enjoyed and envy just now turn to something useless and pain that I gone through just now is still in the air. Its really a pang to me!

I told her I didnt say that I want to commit with this package, but she said I can give you so many benefits like free body detox, serum. Again, I got an A in marketing, Im not stupid! She said this is for 10 session but I don't know whether she knows math or not. 250 x10, shouldn't be 3000, am I right? She still not give up with me, Then she's asking for half. Hell yeah. For God sake, Im not going to pay something that I didnt use. She said since I dont have enough money to pay it so why not 300? Hellloooooo Im not blind nor deaf man. I still can see and listen to ur stupid reasons but not going to digest anything that you said. At last she said, ok 260 is the final. God, if you gave me a chance to escape, I'll definitely do it, not going to think twice. I'm fed up with this kind of drama....

Moral of the story, dont believe to this type of business. You can still deal with them if you have enough money to commit. For me, I'm like digging my own grave. Youngsters, and to myself as well, we shouldnt commit to something that involving credit card. Just like my situation! Thank God, I pay them cash!

p/s: to M, Im really sorry. I know that you really concern about me, you want to end up my suffering, I really appreciate your kindness but the truth is I can't afford to pay for this luxury treatment. Im so sorry! Thank you so much x

Todays article mostly full of rubbish

When we talk about article, pretty obvious that the structure should begin with introduction, then main point, discussion and lastly, conclusion. Since school, our teacher taught us to follow this structure so that reader understand well whatever that we want to deliver. For me, todays article already lost their quality since everyone wants to be a writer. Once people starts to do something and they success, everybody thinks that this can make money so why don't we jump and kick off this industry?? Yes you can do it so BUT (There must be BUT in everything...lol) of course, if you didnt have the idea or have ideas but dont know how to express it, sure it won't be succeed. Back on those days, all the writers were talented. They like born to be a star in this industry. All of their articles full of new ideas, brilliant and magnificent imagination which others could not think of it. The way they arranged their stories flow, totally utterly brilliant. I know time changed so did the writer but the most important thing is the quality should be much better. Living in this era, technology everywhere and surely it made everything easier rather than those days where they had to start everything from scratch.

I didnt say that the writers today are practically jokers. I just dont like the way they compose their article. For me, if you want to share your thought with others in a formal way, obviously no harm but at least put some facts inside. You have the freedom to express whatever you feel inside but if too much readers like me, lose interest for your article.

Actually I want to pin point one website which I found interesting at first. This website is quite new but the readers are increasing day by day. The objective is pretty much clear, guidelines and place where we can share our thoughts but not everyone can be their authors but you are allowed to express your thought by commenting at the end of every article. At first, I thought wooww this is a great website and I should check it out everyday. But now, I feel the other way around.

I dont know how they got all the jokers to share their stupid and ****** thoughts inside there. Plus point is they keep on telling same thing all over again. They just dont care whether their colleagues already wrote about it or not. I feel bored whenever I read their rubbish articles. I did agree on whatever their thoughts are but if everyone expressing same subject at the same time in the same website and the purpose is to share with the readers out there, then no need formal website to write in. Might as well you just start writing at your one blog which you can share tons of your bloody hell thoughts there. I'm not rebelling or anything, I just dont see the objective of the existence of that website anymore. As far as I'm aware, the purpose of this website is to provide guidelines on whatever we do as well as a place where we can turn to if we have something unclear..

Turn out today, they keep on discussing something that, its important but there are also some other things that much..much more important. For me, it is not wrong but please dont focus on one thing. The world is broad, so many topics that we can talk about. Drown in our own fantasy is not going to help. Please stand up and see others world.

Lastly, I really hope that these people stop doing stupid thing like that. You want to be a writer, fine go for it but if you want to share something that practically rubbish, forget about it. Waste my time as well as others.

***Some of you might say, why I dare to voice it out here not in front of them. Its not that I dont want to do it, For me, they are "SYOK SENDIRI" and if I voice it out, the answer should be like this, "GO AWAY, YOU'RE JUST LIKE AN ANT AND WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?? EXPRESSING YOUR SILLY OPINION WHILE OTHERS LIKE TO READ WHATEVER OUR THOUGHTS ARE!"

100% sure that I will get this answer. Want to know more just PM me, sure I'll get back to you.

A dull side of me

Today, I dont have specific topic to talk about but I feel like I want to write something here. I dont have diary or journal so that why here is like my not so diary but virtual note book where I can scribble down anything that I like. I used to have diary before but I stopped writing it at the age of 17. Most of us believe that diary is one of the good medium to voice out anything that happen to us every single day. Let say, when something good happen, then we can record it down so we won't forget it. Even when we mad, sometimes its hard to voice it out so the best way is to write it down. Generally we can say that diary is a medium where we can record our present feeling without letting anybody else knows.

Since diary is a personal thing, we can do whatever we like ie cursing. LOL that is the best part. No one will knows what we actually cursing at, your boss, your friend haha whoever you want. You got the freedom there so might as well grab it right.

After a while, when I read back my writing, sometimes I do feel stupid but anyway I did express my feeling so no harm at all. Now, since I don't have diary, I like to brag silly things here. My feelings ? I normally keep it inside my heart. For me, no point if I voice out. I do voice out sometimes but most of the time, I just kept it inside. Its all because of the laziness inside of me.

cute right my little diary?? lol

Heartless

who is heartless? Don't know but sure got one.

My not so little bangles

Oversized??

For me, anything that oversized sometimes look good though. Obviously it depends on how that person wear it. Me, I love oversized bangle. I don't really have massive collection on them but theoretically I just love them. At the moment, the assecorize bangle is my fav bangle as well as the oasis. Their are really oversized but I think it looks good on me.

Even though oversized bangle is not really hot stuff now, I don't mind. At least I like something different. There are lots of oversized bangle out there but its hard to find the suitable one. For me, I take into account the design, colour, size and also weight.

After class just now, I bought one, gold. Obviously is not a real gold but it is plated with gold colour. Its oversized but not really big. Here, its hard to find the magnificent one but once I found sure I will lobby my money for it.

Let me show you all what really good oversized bangle from my point of view. Source is from google.

*I'm kind of a dull person, so I prefer something that plain

*So far, my fav oasis without chanel logo

*One day, I need to buy one, damn expensive this one

*contemporary

Now, everytime I go to my training class, first question that my boss will ask, 'what are you wearing for today?' Pointing at my bangle....LOL hilarious.

Tet Hols

Nothing much to update but got a few things to share. CNY's hols, I went to vietnam and it was great experience and it also opened my eyes. The weather is still the same, hot as here but during night time, soft breeze in the air. I thought that vietnam is a poor country since communist ruled them but I was wronged. Nowadays, people there are totally modern and dress like western people. Unfortunately, not all can speak english. A few bunch who involve in tourism they can speak well even though not fluent but still we can understand it. For them, do not know english is not a problem at all. I went to one of the famous market where everything are under one roof. From pig intestine till household things are sold in here. I know pig intestine is a nasty example but I'm not joking, they sell it there anyway. Seller there, they can speak few words in different language to attract customer so like I said english is not a problem for them to communicate with tourists.

One thing I noticed about them, their civic minded are very low. Some of them, they just don't care. They can pee anywhere they like. People like me, wear scarf, frightened them sometimes and they will avoid us. Even when you line up for elevator, they just dont care. They will squash their body in first and dont give a damn whether you already in or half way.Pretty sad but I guess I know what really drive them to act like that. Maybe because of war back on those days where they need to be selfish to save their life but I dont know its just my assumption. But of course, some people still nice to us.

Me, I would say, this trip is really horrible and awful but its a great experience though. Its my first time visiting 3rd world country so fair enough to say that. If you ever wondering to go there, I would recommend to do so but please dont go there during tet holiday (new lunar year) coz everyone will go on holiday and everything will close and you'll regret it.

So many things to say about vietnam but I have a lot of things to do at the moment. So till next time we continue, ciao!

somebody's me

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

somebody's me

Rough

Helloooooooooooooooooo

Do I look pathetic by saying hello loud?? haha Maybe I guess. I just dont know what else to type. So random. It was really rough week last week. I went to so many meetings and met new faces all over plant. Outing with newbies. Scolded by one of the production manager because he didn't know that I'm newbie. hmmmm, one word, exhausted, shattered, ok that is 2 words, lol.

CNY is around the corner and I'm totally utterly excited as I already up for something this CNY. OMG can't wait. Bring it on!

This is really quick update. Don't really bother what I wrote! haah.