Mimpi, impian dan berangan

certain benda we can just dream off but we can't actually achieve it. orang kata kalo kita usaha for sure la leh dapat kan. tapi x jugak la sbb certain impian kita sgt2 la impossible utk jd kenyataan. so as a result we can just dream about it.

I was the one with that all nonsense impian...ahahaa...I don't care if anyone would say I'm lunatic but for me, I have right to dream off about anything since I know I can't achieve it..

Berangan is the best activity I can do...lol...to be honest itu je cara nak syiook sendri ahaha...tapi from berangan la kita start usaha utk dptkan satu2 benda tuh...ye ak?? fair enough.

Kita leh berangan mcm2 la..byk category la kan, academic, wealth (ye la aku kan gler ching..ching)..whatever might suit you...stakat ni aku berangan nak grad with flying colours la kan...bangga mak ayah aku.

whatever it is we should berangan to be the best we can, we are given a chance which only comes once in our life time so better appreciate it before it's gone and leave us behind.

Exam

Not fancy of exam but a few great thing happened and I love every bits of it!

First day, turned out to be shitte for me and not for others. I dont know what happened to me on that day. The questions were damn easy but I can't really answered it! poor me!

Second day, quite good. Thanks Lyn!

Third day, kind of great. Alhamdulillah even though I just goreng2 the essay but at least much better than audit exam. Thank God for that.

Forth, Fifth and Sixth straight away till this friday. Awful!

Boringkah life as a student?

firstly, dont get me wrong by the title of this entry. Im just asking urs opinion about student life.

Some might say its quite boring since we involved too much in exams and assignments. im not saying its wrong coz everyone get different point of view.

I love being student and really want to be a student forever and ever. I know the reality is I need to find job someday and kick out my student life by then. It is not easy to find job now since recession hit most country and I hate that fact. To get a job you almost begging to other else and I already done it before. Its crap! In reality, bucks is good but job is suck! ahaha

Being student, I dont have to think where I can get money to back up my studies which lucky am I now. Good though! Thank God for that. People usually say we normally appreciate things after we miss it. I truly, utterly agree with that. I really appreciate my student life now since I think my student life almost over and going to miss it. Im getting older these days and I really know the fact that I can't turn back time but move on!

People, dont hate ur student life coz someday you'll regret it. Im saying this just to get some moral support before facing my winter exam starting on 12th January. Gosh, got 6 papers and Im half dead, doink...doink.

Dunia yang luas

yeah dunia mmg luas and me still in this stupid box. "tolong lah keluar" I kept telling myself to do that but I still standing here, not moving even an inch! apekah??? Dunia ni besar kenapa la I always looking at one side? ntah la.

Im hoping that i can get out from this box and looking at dunia luar as too many good things I should see, touch and learn.

Kemahuan dan Keinginan

1. Sy mahu white xmas di Edinburgh mahupun Bangor!

2. I want wii.....tolong lah kalo ade sape2 nak bagi.... x nak la demand sgt, X box 360 pun jd la

3. Nak pergi TURKEY this spring! tp tiket agak2 mahal....skali lagi sape rasa2 ade duit lebih sedekah la kat aku skit.....sesungguhnya Allah akan bls jasa org itu....hehe

4. Whoever feel that this winter holiday kind of dull, boring dan sewaktu dgn nyer bleh la buatkan my accounting theories and practice assignment as well as my taxation assignment. I really appreciate that.

5. Rasa nak main SKI juga winter or spring ni, would like anyone who kaya to support me! gedik kan!

6. Ok la lastly, If I didnt get any of those, satu je yg nak sgt! graduate with flying colours!

Howdy friends...

Its been along time aku x update blog ni, sgt mls since skang super duper busy. x la busy sgt pun sbnrnye....standard aku la...malas..

Ok skang ni Im so busy with coursework, nak hbs sem ar byk la yg nak kena hantar, awl2 dulu mls nak buat skang terhegeh-hegeh la siapkan.... another thing, I actually joined the IBM contest since one of the group member kuar x tau la knape, then marwan invited me to join them, thank god finally got it....I was so happy when he called me and invited me but then when I went to the meeting, damnn...I was quite left behind and I hate it. really need to catch up and to be honest, I felt that I want to quit but then think about it again, marwan already gave me a chance to join then I spoil it....so as a result, I just go with the group. Game x la susah, but I need to do some calculation part and have to be good in business practically. My group members consist of 2 chinese and 2 caucasian. Chinese guy in my group was extremely good in business even my group leader actually depend on him. every week he came out with all those market ratio, market info ohh whatsoever la....gler brilliant! as usual I just stared at them since im not business student but I did the calculation part ok! Now, we just wait for the last trading result for round 1, if we get through then we practically get to the semi final which held around uk, london, birmingham, ediburgh...lets pray to Allah that I can make it! really wanna be in semi final!


ok2, enough for IBM. last 2 weeks, I went to manchester and of course la singgah primark...primark ni kedai baju yg sgt murah dan cantik but the quality not really good. basically what you paid, then you got it la. I dont care about that, I spent 60 pound la kan, wahahaha....x leh blah kan. skali skala ok la kan. tetiba teringat something. people when they're not rich they will go to some kind of this shop la kan but when they rich, they just pretend dont know this shop. Hey boleh jalan la......I hate this people, cam lupa daratan laa kan, dulu masa ko susah2 same2 je g dgn aku, primark la kan, but then when you tetiba kaya, ko tengok aku pun x nak....GTH la. When they got JIMMY CHOO, oh god, I dont know primark, where is that?? ahaha bodoh sungguh! ok actually, i wasnt refer this to primark at all, sape yg mkn cili terasa la pedas nyer.... mls nak terang pnjg2, biar aku je la yg faham.


oh x sabar nak cuti. this year im not going to europe, mahal ok and x untung langsung. uk currency dropped from last year so mmg x untung. This year jalan2 uk je la kot. duit lg mau kuar.........argghh. Esok start december, one month before new year..... sungguh cepat! then exam, then class, cuti, exam and finally grad! keje then! arggh bosan sungguh! bleh tak x keje??? ahahah, ok you can kick me!

Torn apart

We're always hoping for something good to happen. Even though we didnt put high hope on it we're still hoping for the best right? yeah.

When the result turn the other way around, I believe that we torn apart. We kept saying in our heart that we didnt really put high hope but we still upset about it. I can't really say im ok with that but I always remind myself that I dont deserve that. I deserve something much2 better than that. (sedapkan hati)

By the way, I got a lot of things to do so dont really have time on that. If I join them, I may lose concentration on my studies. Now on, dont want to bother about all those things. Lot of opportunities out there and much2 better than IBM. Move on girl!!